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tazzerman2000

4/29/2006 5:23 am

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I have a question, how many of you guys are addicted to pornography? I am and have been for years. Starting with Playboy, progressing to Hustler then onto the Internet, I was hooked early on and have never stopped.

Shoot, one of the things that attracted me to OP where all the wonderful cock shots. It's easy to spend hours and hours viewing all of the profiles and pics, my imagination and libido going wild.

How much influence does porn have over you? Can you take that even further and say something to the effect that porn helped 'launch' you into this lifestyle or at least contributed to your desire for men?

I know it did for me. Even watching regular/hetro porn, I was amazed and enthralled by the not only the women but the guys and their massive cocks.

It was and continues to be the 'pilot light' that stokes my sexual desires.

Well, in all honesty, it's one of a few 'pilot lights'.

Those of you who have read my blog know that I'm a major foot fetish (Womens feet only). Just the sight of a beautiful pair of womens feet is enough to stoke the flame for me...

It is somewhat pathetic if you think about it.

I would LOVE to hear you thoughts.. Be honest here. How much influence does porn have over you? Did it influence you into being gay or bi? Does it stoke your 'flame' like it does mine? What would happen if all of the sudden there was no more porn?

-Alan
putbigshaftinme
154 posts 

4/29/2006 8:49 am

TAZZERMAN .AFTER ALL YOU ARE GOING THROUGH ALL THOSE PSYCHO THERAPY THEY ARE ALL USELESS AS IT WAS WITH ME .DIVORCE THE WAY I HAD IS THE RIGHT ANSWER YOU ARE SO INTERESTED IN BIG COCKS TO BE PUT IN YOUR ASS HOW CAN YOU LAY A PUSSY WITH ALL THOSE FEELINGS .I DREAD .A ROLLING STONE GATHERS NO MOSS

Put_It_In
9 posts 

4/29/2006 8:57 am

With all the pilot lights and flames on in here the kitchen is getting HOT!!!

First let me say that I too am a porn addict. Straight, gay, bi, or transsexual, I like it all. And speaking of wonderful cock shots, Alan yours is making my imagination and libido go wild. But I digress…

I've wondered about this myself. Did my porn habit contribute to my desire for men? I believe in my case it did greatly. I was never attracted to men growing up and but one night watching Peter North get his amazingly straight, thick cock sucked I just wanted to try it. It was that simple. I was in my early twenties at the time so I really don’t feel I was born gay. I made a choice that being with a man was something that I wanted to try.

And I wouldn’t say there’s anything pathetic about a foot fetish, I have a major shoe fetish (women only) myself and could get turned on by my girlfriends shoes without her in them.

baldwinta
118 posts 

4/29/2006 10:29 pm

Watching porn did not make me bi. It awoke in me the realization that I was. Watching porn made me want men. And women. But it made me act on my desires(admittedly at a rather low point in my life)

And it made me realize what all those feelings had been all the years prior. It made me realize why I had acted the way I had with certain people, why I encouraged certain friendships, always waiting for the other fellow to act, always being the passive one.

And of course it finally made the light go on to explain why the two friends I had had since 3rd grade were my best friends. We were all gay! And it was a liberating moment.

So - for me atleast - the porn and the m2m were related only in the sense that the porn made me finally act on what had always been sublimated!

(Hope this helps in the research you're doing for that book! And while we may want attribution, please, no names!)

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