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May 15, 2007 1:19 pm
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So yes i have been talking with someone as of recently... things seem to be going well... i will just wait and see what happens.. i know i enjoy the conversations we have... lol well i will keep you all posted.
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May 14, 2007 1:38 pm
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hey everyone,
just wanted to say hi... nothing new or exciting today.. other than i went bowling and did pretty good... and some hot guy was the bartender today.... yummy... anyhow i bowled a 153 my highest ever... lol im soo good NOT!!! lol well hope all is going well... i know there will be some entertainment to come in the near future.... so i should slowly be turning myself around.. huh? well later
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adventures: part II
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May 12, 2007 8:08 pm
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So yes had another adventure to boystown... it was quite amusing... yes the gay side of chicago... i really enjoyed myself... went to berlin again and danced up the night floor... and had plenty of men groping me and feeling me up and down... talk about stimulating... to say the least... and met some cool new people... ran into a friend of mine on my walk to the club... lol didn't even recognize him...  but he was out with his bf... so understandable... well who knows what else is new or exciting... all i know is i had tons of fun... and can't wait to go back... and yes bartender was all flirty like ususal and all he good for was a flirt... or tease.. take your pic... lol well i don't know what else to post... later
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Good times, and a bar release
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May 11, 2007 9:39 am
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So yeah i have been in a pretty good mood recently. i say this only because well yesterday i went out to a bar to drink... felt soo good cause my two jobs are ultra-stressing me out... and needed something to release me.. and alcohol, darts, and good music should say relatively good music. they don't play any good music on those dumb new internet bound jukebox's...  NO smashing pumpkins one of my favorite bands.. of course gwen was there but not the same... not when i wanted to hear my favorite song of the pumpkins...
so i have come to the conclusion that if you want good music to listen to.. plug the ipod in... cause you can choose from all your favorites... bars are not the place to go. then if you want great dance music... gay clubs are teh place to be at... they know how to hit'em up style... lol just like blu cantrell... if anyone caught that one let me know..
So yeah talked with my good friend today whose party was last saturday... he is doing good... lol well he said tomorrow night he would be downtown... and possibly go out to boystown... i was surprised he was already considering it... im like wow... such a big step for a str8 guy... i am just surprised how many people actually want to go out to boystown cause i want to go there... i am just so surprised that people would go to the extent of going through fire in some people's minds... to hang out with their friends in their environment... makes me feel special..
few new movies came out today, for you moviegoers:
28 weeks later... the sequel to 28 days later... it looks pretty good... not really anyone known in this movie... but hey it looks good... not sure what else...
So yeah i think im going on a return voyage to boystown tonight... need to go talk to that bartender see what is happening.. and maybe just maybe see if he wants to go out for coffee or something big steps huh? lol i know im sooo like excited... and can't wait... hehe... well don't know what else to talk about... other than the chapter on this week has been filled pretty good on my auto-biography on o.p. lol well hope everyone is well.. drop me some comments or emails... feel free i don't bite...
listening to : lovefool by the cardigans..
later
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Interesting... points
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May 10, 2007 10:53 am
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i guess some food for thought is... i am not that worried anymore... lol especially when i mentioned this to my one gay friend i work with... and she responded to me when i said that... was and you didn't know you were gay... she was like signs were falling all around... how couldn't you know? i was like well i never been around anyone gay so i wouldn't have known... yes i know kind of sheltered lol... well she is like i have known for a long time you were... im like wow... was shocked... so i guess many others by first time meeting me will already know... lol great... i guess its good for me to get used to it... so who knows... take care all
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Friday Night's Adventure... in .... Boystown
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Apr 29, 2007 10:29 pm
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So yes friday night i went out to boystown. Yes in chicago.. woohoo i know went to two nightclubs... spin was my first adventure. Well i ended up talking with the bouncer there cause i was nervous a little bit, first time at a gay club... and all so i had a few beers and loosened up. Well they had the shower contest and yes bare asses were shown... mmm mmm good.. then dancing pursued on the dance floor and had two guys dancing with me for another hour... then we decided to go over to berlin... but before that the bouncer said come over do a shot... so i did and the bartender's like here is to your first time out at a gay club or bar and first night out.. im like ok.. didn't think anything of it at all..
Second Club: We then ended up going to Berlin. I know second one in one night lol... Well we went there and continued the dance fest we had started at spin. I mean talk about crowded that is what berlin was... lol it is open till 4am didn't know so late, that is why people go there... talk about hot guys... damn there were so many there i didn't know where to look honestly... lol i felt like i was getting whiplash and stuff from looking. I was dancing up a storm and yes plenty of hot guys came to dance with me.. it was some fun times... and met some more people at this club as well. I just kept dancing up a storm and heard one of my new favorite songs played here...
Le Disko by shiny toy guns... such a fun and great song... damn.. I also never realized compared to a str8 bar/club on the dancing is different at a gay club... at a str8 club the dancing is more pg 13 ish... and i noticed from the start the dancing at a gay club is more like R to X rated lol.. i am not lying... i was surprised... but enjoyed every minute of it... also got hit on by that bartender that bought me a shot... i was called very cute and a very good dancer... so now i have a lot to think about...
got a bartender who i seen and knows he is really attractive... or Mr. X too many people to think about on such short time... lol well i mean i have that connection with mr. X but the Bartender i got a bigger connection since i seen him and he came to find me.... so he must like me a good amount to do that.. lol well who knows probably overthinking something...
recap: i had a blast at both bars... oh my gosh and yes can't wait to go back... im sooo gay and i know it.... will update you all on my adventures in boystown...
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Ryan phillipe is dreamy?
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Feb 27, 2007 9:31 pm
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so i had a lot of fun tonight.. i mean i don't know how much fun one can have watching a movie at a theatre.. but i think i had the most fun i could have without getting off... lol.. i know kinda weird to do...
So i saw the movie breach very good by the way... well what i mean by having otns of fun... was Ryan Phillippe was the main actor in it... and needless to say since the movie started i had a hard on the whole time... damn did i want to get off badly... but had a lady there with me so couldn't... i just had to enjoy the fact that by watching phillippe i was getting a long pleasureable erection from thinking about a guy... its a breakthrough... lol needed to share it with someone... lol it was the best thing i have felt in a while without getting off... mmmm dreamy he is... talk later
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Random Quotes
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Jan 7, 2007 9:52 pm
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Here are some quotes of how i am feeling right now of things i recently have posted in last two to three postings.
"If you can't describe what you are doing as a process, you don't know what you're doing."
W. Edwards Deming
"All my life I've wanted to be someone; I guess I should have been more specific."
Jane Wagner/Lily Tomlin
"Making the simple complicated is commonplace; making the complicated simple, awesomely simple, that's creativity. "
Charles Mingus
"Every really new idea looks crazy at first."
Alfred North Whitehead
I just had to post a few quotes with how i feel right now... these really explain me right now complicated... in one word. and i don't know what im doing in a statement. lol well hope you all enjoy these quotes
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don't know about stories
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May 8, 2006 10:45 pm
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i seem to be having writer's block. which is not good. i hope to not have writers block anymore but can't promise anything. well just wanted to write something. I guess things r well at the moment. work is work and guys r guys. lol work thinking of bad things hehe. well talk to u people later
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The life of me a fan
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Nov 16, 2005 11:47 am
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This is the first entry wow. sounds like fun. well just wanted to say hello everyone. not sure what is happening but hey everything is Cool. haha.. stefani song. I know life is fun just sitting here updating my profile for everyone. I know how much fun it is to do things. I was at the concert a few weeks ago for gwen stefani and the black eyed peas. it was real good... i can't wait till i go back for more. well gotta run.
bye
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