My 'Lil Black Book

A place where I can vent my thoughts and experiences privately.

My Baby's Visit Oct 21, 2006 9:44 am
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My lover and I met once again last night. It was 11pm when he texted me asking if I was still awake. Actually, I was a bit tired but I can't say no to this guys coz I'm been meaning to see him (missing him) since last week. He hasn't seen my house yet so I was thrilled to ask him to visit me.

He came in at around 12:30 am. A bit late but it's ok. I gave him a tour... and he was impressed. He said my house has this model house smell... lol (thanks to that new scented candle I bought!).

After showing him the house, we went to my bedroom. I pulled down my pants while he closed the door. We kissed for a while after that. Then he slowly laid me down in my bed. I went under the covers and he followed. We cuddled in bed hugging and kissing. I just love it.

After a few minutes, he pulled my boxers down. He went under the sheets and sucked me good. Kissing me in the right places while tickling me with his stubble. He said he really likes my dick and enjoys sucking it.

We took everything slow. We paused for a while, talked about some stuff... how we both like each other. He said he wants to keep me coz I'm cute and most specially educated. I told him I like him too for the same reasons and that I love the way he smells.

I went down on him after a while, sucking the tip of the head, teasing him. I like his size coz I can take him all the way in. He's got a thick one too so it's good for sucking. He's hairy down there too, which is good coz that's how I like it.

He said he want to touch my cock while I suck him. So I rotated, did the 69, sucked him while I'm on top, and him kissing me down there. I sucked him for a long time and when he came close to cumming, he started pushing my head down a little more. I just know when he's about to cum coz he does that all the time. So I kept sucking until he came in my mouth... swallowing every single drop. He was twitching all over from the sensation. It was fun observing him.

The rest of the night is ok. But he has to leave early coz I told him my roommate comes home early in the morning. I explained that he works night shifts. So anyway, he only had an hour nap total. I wish he could stay longer but given the circumstances we have to play carefully.
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I Left It Somewhere... Oct 19, 2006 6:21 pm
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Yesterday when I was driving home, I realized that I left my cellphone in my jacket pocket somewhere at work. I was only a few miles away when I felt like flirting with someone through a text message. (I know it's wrong but I got a little horny... lol) So I grabbed for my jeans, but it's not in there. Then I quickly grabbed for my messenger bag and rummaged through it. But still... not in there! So I started to panic... Why? Because my inbox is filled with naughty text messages...

I'm not out so the idea of having someone getting their hands in my cellphone and read stuff from it scared the sh!t out of me. I mean I was really having an anxiety that I drove as fast as I could, trying not to beat any red lights!

Well anyway, when I got there, my jacket/cell is still there, untouched! So there, I learned another lesson: Erase private/intimate messages!!! And keep my cellphone close to me at all times!
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I Went to Naughty School Oct 15, 2006 11:35 pm
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I got a ticket (for running a red light) 3 weeks ago and I had to go to this crash course today. It was held at Holiday Inn this morning and there was a bunch of people there... 2 room-fulls, which was divided by those who speak english and those who can only speak spanish/mexican.

Anyway, I was fortunate enough to sit beside a cute guy (named Joseph). Lol. I don't know if he's in college or high school but he really looks young. I helped him a bit in filling out his papers, and conversed with him about how he got his ticket. I was really hoping that throughout our conversation, I could get a hint that he swings the other way... but he said in one of his explanation that he was with his girlfriend at the time he was in the accident.

So right there and then I stopped fantasizing... lol.

There is another guy who sat beside him, who also looks young (I'm pretty sure he said he was 18 when he was explaining why his paying so much for his insurance). He's a Mexican guy with a light complexion, almost as tall as me, kind of cute. Funny I didn't get his name. But he asked me if I could come join him in this Halloween Party next Saturday. So I was like, sure what the heck. He asked for my number so I gave it to him. He said he'll probably call me within the week.

The week ended very nicely for me. I went to Macayos to have dinner by myself and I ordered this Beef Chimichanga. It was wonderful. And after I'm like 90% done with the food, I told my waiter that I just need to go to the restroom for a while and I'll come back. I have to ask permission (especially if I'm alone) because I don't want them to think I'm gonna do an "eat and run".

So I went on a break and after I got back to my table, they cleared everything out. I asked my waiter, where did my food go? I reasoned out that I specifically told him I'm coming back... so anyway long story short, they gave me another meal for free. Lol. I have to do this more often (without having to look planned out of course)...
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Whole New Experience Oct 14, 2006 12:15 pm
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Last night I had a hookup with someone here in OutPersonals. He is one hot college guy. Tall asian dude, 21 y/o, jock type and with a good head in his shoulders.

I never thought I will ever be in bed with an asian guy like myself (coz normally I go for caucasians) but no regrets here. He came to my house late last night, we chit-chatted for a while, gave him a tour of the house until we got to the master's bedroom. He took a quick shower while I prepared my bed... lol. He's very clean, smooth and clean shaven... and again, this is very new to me coz usually I like hairy guys). He's really good in bed. We did the normal missionary type and doggy style. It's been a while since I did anal but it went smoothly for me... and I loved it... lol. I enjoyed sucking him, it was my first time to suck on an uncut cock but I liked it. He's very very clean.

I like meeting nice guys... cocky/aggressive guys are totally not for me... lol. So anyway, the night went well for the both of us. And I'm glad I have tried it.
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LA Fitness Guys Oct 10, 2006 8:38 pm
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Today I went to the gym and did some chest workout. I had an appointment with my trainer late this afternoon. This day is somewhat different coz II've seen so many cute guys coming in and out (well more than usual anyway). Sometimes I just can't help but stare, lol.
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Phimosis Oct 9, 2006 9:46 pm
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This is my first time to ever see (in real life) a guy with phimosis. And I feel so bad for this person. He's a tall guy about 6'2" and in his early 50s, and decent looking. I'm just so curious why (for all this time) he didn't even think of having a circumcision done?

Honestly, I have nothing against uncut guys. I think, in some way, uncut is beautiful and sexy (if kept clean). But we're talking about "phimosis". Its a condition where the end of the foreskin is unimaginably and overly constricted... in a way that (if he gets an erection) the foreskin won't even pull back because there's only a tiny opening, and it will never retract.

If I had one of this unfortunate disorders, I would have opted for a circumcision right away. It's really sad coz I think this guys has a potentially big package.
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Gay TV Show Oct 6, 2006 8:30 pm
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I've been recently (secrectly) tuning in to the "Logo" TV Channel and I found it very helpful in learning more about my sexuality. I'm learning that I'm not the only guy in this situation.

I particularly like watching the coming out shows. I myself am thinking of coming out to my sister (but never to my parents!). I really want to tell her so I could tell someone about things that are happening in my life. It's hard being in the closet, everything is kept to yourself.... I feel so disconnected from everybody because these feelings that I'm having and this orientation that I have is a big part of me. It's not everything and it doesn't identify me as a whole but it's still a part of me.

If someone's reading this, can you share me your ideas of coming out. Thanks...
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The Covenant Movie Oct 4, 2006 11:03 pm
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Ok... ugly movie... lots of eyecandy... talk about hot dudes everywhere...
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My Fuck Bud Oct 3, 2006 8:24 pm
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I've been seeing this guy for a few times now. He's a 22 y/o white guy, about 5'8", physically fit, with a luxury car, a stable job, and a townhome.

He's my perfect prospect for a fuckbud. We're both bi, not out, stable (physically, mentally and financially; no drama). We don't get to see each other very often but it always feels special when we do get a chance to be together. We always set up a date first, dinner and all... then we find a place where we can do something private.

I'm really happy with this guy whenever I'm around him, and I'm afraid I'm developing some feelings for him. But I don't want to say anything because it might scare him and that's the last thing I want to happen right now.

I hope I could keep my feeling from getting in the way... *sigh* I really like this guy.
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Part II: First OP Meetup Oct 2, 2006 5:44 pm
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I will try and make this blog post short and sweet.

So I went to bed with him, sucking him really good. I asked him if I was doing ok, and he said "yes, no complains here".

He laid in his bed, just spread out while I suck him off. I continued licking it and kissing it, cause I noticed that he liked it. He giggled and moaned while I was doing that. Anyway, I continued giving him a blowjob and it was probably the longest head I have ever given to a guy... I was working on it so hard, I was actually sweating.

So I stopped for a while, kissed him in the cheeks, then in the lips. There was no tongue at first but then he started french kissing me. So I reciprocated. He said I was a good kisser.

I layed on my back. I told him to get on top of me. And so he did.

He kissed me again. Licking and sucking on my ear lobe. Oh it was one of the most wonderful feeling... lol. I never thought I'd like it. He continued kissing me while pushing his hips against mine. I kissed his neck, trying not to suck too hard to prevent leaving a mark. I love the feeling of his stuble in my face, it was so hot.

After a few more minutes of snuggling, I offered to do anal. And I warned him that I'm not used to it. And he was ok with it. So he donned his rubber and put some lube on. He laid in his back, and I tried to sit on him. I was so tight that I had a hard time getting it in. I think the head went in, but there's just this fullness that I think I can't bear, so I told him I can't do it. He said to just relax and it will work. In the back of my head, yes, I do think I can get it in... even at least half of it, but thinking of having a whole hard/thick 8 incher inside me kind of freaked me out. So I gave up, and told him that maybe we could do it some other day. And he was ok with that.

So I removed his condom, and continued sucking his thick cock. He moaned and pressed slightly on my head. I tried deepthroating but I guess I can only take 6 to 7 inches of it. I know he enjoyed everything I did coz he was still as hard as a rock. This went on for a long time.

Time came that I got really tired so I stopped and laid beside him. We both jerked off together. It didn't take long for him to ejaculate. I licked some of his cum. I liked it but wiped some of them off.

It was getting really late at that time. So while I wanted to get off too, I had to stop. He agreed and so we got dressed. He escorted me out of the house and both said our goodbyes.
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