just my stuff

just random stuff, mostly boring, I'll make an attempt at being humorous- by 'The Smudgepot'

I may have just found a new friend Oct 20, 2006 6:45 pm
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At least I hope so- not the 'I hope he writes back' man, who did write back, but sometimes, you can tell that this isn't going to go anywhere. And don't think I'm promiscous, because I am, but... wait... I mean, I don't write to a lot of guys... well, I write to a couple of guys, wait a week, see if something happens, which it doesn't, then go through the process again- hoping to never have to write to someone new again.

But I have a better feeling about this man, vgl, lives close by, hoping something can happen (at least, something I can write about- something horny, dripping with sweat, cum, holding him, and him fucking me until I couldn't take anymore, then filling my ass with his cream, holding him with his cock in my ass, feeling his cock grow soft in my ass, feeling him slip out, feeling his cream running down my cheeks- my favorite position is on my back, with my man on top, holding him with my arms and legs, holding his ass, pushing him into me, his strong arms around me, and fucking me as hard as he can, kissing me hard, deeply, sucking face, both of us passionate in a good, hard, fuck- sucking his neck and nipples as he rolls off me, kissing again and again... dozing for a bit, then reaching over, and he's hard again- damn, I'm hard now!!)

Holy Crap, I need some sex!! Damn, I hope this works out, 'cuz I would like nothing better than to turn into Outpersonals 'poster boy', 'yes, I found love here, and you can too!'. Oh well, find out soon... and it's Happy Friday, Happy Friday to all, and to all, a Good Night. Good Night, thanks for your time.

Jim
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Why are you here Oct 12, 2006 6:23 pm
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As in, 'why are you on this websight?'- looking for sex, just curious, looking for a new friend, companions, someone to talk to? I'm curious, I know why I'm here- why are you? Let us know.
I'm very horny, and I need sex!
I've tried it, and I want to try it again
I'm curious, and I want to try it
I want to find a new friend
I want to find a new friend, and I want some SEX!
I want to find a new companion
I want to find a life mate
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I hope he writes back Oct 12, 2006 6:14 pm
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...gonna ramble for a sec- there's a guy on this sight I really want to meet, I hope he writes back- from Beloit, very close to me, he just sounds so perfect- I would love to get to know him, have sex with him, but I would prefer to get to know him-

Which brings me to a question, maybe I should make a poll- are you looking to meet someone for sex on this sight, or for something more? I love sex as much as the next guy, but I would also love to find someone that I could call right now, just to talk with for a few minutes before bed, or someone to call when work sucks- work always sucks- just someone to chat with. So I'll post this, I'll make a poll, and see what happens.

I hope he writes back, though- very hot-looking man!

Jim
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oooh, me so horny... Oct 1, 2006 4:26 am
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...me love you long time, 5 dolla, cheap!(name that movie-). I guess being horny may have something to do with waking up on a Sunday morning at 4:30 a.m., and looking at porn for the last couple hours or so...(duh!!). You see, I get up early for work M-F, and even if I stay up late on a Friday or Saturday night, I usually wake up at the same time in the morning- which is so odd, because I used to be such a night owl, but I've been getting up for work about 4:30 a.m. for the last 6+ years, so it's hard to change. On Sundays, I usually get up early (can't help it), look at some porn, get tired about 6:30 or so, go lie back down, jack off (well, I'm horny, dammit!) and get up again at 9 to start the coffee and watch ESPN's "The Sports Reporters". I love that show- been watching for a very long time, always good, always fun. Then it's time to fry up a pound of bacon, fry a couple eggs for myself and my kid, and get ready for the race weekend! (I am a NASCAR nut- I was a football nut, then became a baseball nut in '84 when the Chicago Cubs, with the Red Baron, Rick Sutcliff-not sure I spelled that man's name right- led us to the playoffs, where we-they-blew a 2 game lead on the Padres. Then baseball went on strike in '94, I needed something to watch or listen to on the radio, and I turned to racing- first open wheel racing, CART was big then, but they weren't on every weekend, so I tried the southern boys of NASCAR- and I got hooked! My current boy is Matt Kenseth, being from Wisconsin and all, but, IMHO, the hottest looking is Carl Edwards- hot body, hot smile, lives with his mom- could he be queer? "Carl, I love you!!" if you're reading this, Mr. Edwards...). It's October 1st in Wisconsin, and the weather report calls for a high of 75 today, and sun- my kind of day! Listen to the race on the radio, have the TV on just in case I gotta see something, then grill a couple pork steaks that I put in marinade and rub last night (I have to say, I am a pretty damn good cook, anyone reading this that's looking for someone to cook for them, I'm your man). Looking back at this post, not a lot of horny talk, just a lot of rambling... but I am a damn good cook, I love NASCAR, it's about time for me to go lie back down, jack off- I'm horny, dammit!- and start my Sunday. I hope you all have a good Sunday, as long as the sun is out, I know I will- thanks for you time, talk to you again soon!
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Let's try this again... Sep 29, 2006 8:10 pm
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I had planned on updating this more than once a week, but, to be honest, I forgot to... sigh...so it's been almost a week, still alone, but hey, I may as well get used to that. Sometimes you have to get excited about small things, like this week, remember, at band camp (sorry, from a movie I like...)- anyway, I smoke, and I wanted to get an air cleaner (for the smell, which I know is bad- tobacco is more addicting than cocaine, if you didn't know that- but it's legal...) mostly for my daughter- another story- I've acted straight most of my life, had my daughter (who is 16 now, trouble a-brewing there), but after coming out to my ex and my friends, I never want to be that again; straight, I mean. Anyway, I wanted an air cleaner, and I've seen the infomercials for the 'Sonic Breeze', 350 clams each, so I did a simple Yahoo search for 'sonic breeze', and got a link to the Sharper Image outlet store- to make a short story long (which I do very well, by the way), got 2 for $130 each... which kicks wholly butt! So happy about that, they're awesome, if you smoke, check it out- or if you don't, they really work well, and do what they say they do...

So there's an update- I love my Sonic Breeze's, and I love being out- espcially to my daughter, that was so awesome when I told her, when I told my friends (they all told me, they knew, or guessed... oh well)- it's so nice for me to have this forum to express random thoughts, makes up a tad for being alone (not really- being alone sucks, but this helps, so does listening to good music- I love music- Stevie Ray is on right now, I love him so much, what he did, what he could do, so sad- I remember the day very much that he left us, I remember John Lennon the same way, love their talent and what they could've done if not leaving us early). I love music.

And I love (or think very dearly of) the people that have taken their time to respond to my first post! What a surprise, such nice things said, this is a very awesome community here to be a part of, such nice people and things that you said! I was very surprised, it made me very happy, thank you!

Breakfast tomorrow is good, hot, strong, Columbian coffee, and awesome doughnuts from Kwik Trip- looking very much forward to breakfast- better if there was someone to share it with, someday...

This was fun, thanks for letting me write this..

Jim
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another Saturday night... Sep 23, 2006 5:57 pm
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...and I ain't got nobody! This could be a lot fun writing this, at least for me, I don't expect anyone to read it- but I can at least say what's on my mind- I love music, that right now is on my mind, Buddy Guy is on the radio, candle's are lit, could use some company (sigh)- maybe writing this can help me work out my feelings of loneliness, I hope anyway- I want to write about my feelings about coming out, but I think I want to save that for another time, and give it full attention- it's a very important part of my life, and it should have it's own "blog"- rereading this, I think it's very poor, and pathetic, and I hope the future posts will be better, but it's my first time, be gentle-

I love being gay

Seriously, I do

James
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