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do you have pressure in your life to be gay
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Dec 15, 2007 7:36 am
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do you have hard situation to be gay in your life?Maybe you are gay only ,maybe you are bisexual,maybe you live alone,maybe you got divorced,but can you face the truth that you are gay??i know all the guys here like to have fun with man,all the guys here like cock.but do you have some worry in your life?can you tell your friend that you are gay??
Well,from then on ,i had some puzzle in my mind.i know i am a boy who like cock very much,who pay attention on the handsome guy,but in my life,i tried to fight with this,tried to be straight.i know if my friends here know that i am gay,then i will be looked down upon by them,it is my secret here,so i try to be straight in the life.so i can not have sex with others in the ture life,i just found guy from internet,so i can keep my secret.......
But it is the right time to me to find girlfriend,all the boys in my age are looking for their partners for future,but what can i do,i am gay,i like man more than woman,so i have my pressure now.
And i am the only son in my family,and i have 2 older sisters,now my parents are eager to ask me if i have girlfriend,and eager to see their grandchild now...........everytime they asked me ,then i alway got very depressed and a little ashamed,maybe it is hard to me to find a girlfriend,but i think it is easy to find a boyfriend,but what else can i say,it is my secret,i can not tell them my situation right now........what should i do????it is my biggest problem now.
maybe you have had your son or grandson,so you don;t have this problem,but i think you also have pressure to be gay,right??
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wait..........
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Dec 14, 2007 10:39 am
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Today i watched his email about his schedule to come to China,i know he can not come here with me this Christmas Day ,hehehe,but he supported to come here last Christmas.........so,the whole one year can be the evidence about our love.we did taste the happiness and the pain,we did smile and argue,even cry.but at least we felt very happy to stay together.
he told me he would have his 5 weeks vacation on March 15th,hehe,i know we will have good time together then.
And he was a little sad these days,because he failed me again.and i know he cares about that if i will have sex with others,(then he will be jealous again.)but i just think he worries too much.if i want to have sex with other guys,i have done this before,but in Chinese tradition,(at least in my opinion)it is immoral to have the true sex with others without lover's permission ,at least he betrays his love.
so i am still waiting..............
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calm down
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Nov 27, 2007 6:11 am
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now no painful in my heart,the hurt has gone away,i have thought the whole night,now that we can not be lovers,we can be good friends,at least we don;t have reason to be enemies,to hate each other,so i have calmed down,maybe i will take another chance,good luck to myself.
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