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You do know we're ALL crazy right?
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Jun 30, 2006 6:28 am
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Yep, every single one of us. We're nuts. We have to be. Why else would we subject ourselves to all the crap that we go through? For what??
Cock of course.. Love also and companionship.. But really, aside from those few out here who are actually looking for a real relationship, the vast majority of us are just looking for a good, hard cock. Be honest... I think I'm right...
Silly guys.. Silly silly silly 
Now, most of you who've followed my blog know that I'm a pretty optimistic/forward looking dude. Really I am. I try not to be a downer, I try to find the good in everything and everybody but man, sometimes it's hard. Ya know what I mean?
People can be SO negative and it's hard sometimes not to let that effect you. Even if I'm trying and aware of it, it STILL effects me, more so than I really care to acknowledge.
Oh well, that's life. I'll survive.. (see? I am an optimist)
There's really no major point to this post, I just haven't written anything lately and felt the need to express myself so what better place there here on the good ol' OP blogs?
I'm still missing a lot of the old bloggers who were SO amazing but I am finding that we're 'cultivating' a new crop of up and commers who seem to have a lot or promise. Good..
As I've always said, I think that there is a HUGE voyeouristic draw to these blogs. We get to sit here at our computers and peer into other peoples lives in such intimate details AND we get pictures also.. Amazing, simply amazing.
I know that in my own life, these blogs have helped to open my eyes to a whole new world of which, while I knew it existed, I wasn't really aware of how deep and wide it was.
It still amazes me to see just how many guys there are just like me. We're all over the fucking place.
Married, in our 40's, hornier than hell with an insatiable need for cock. Why is that?
Is there something in the human male that says, turn 40, turn gay, suck cock?? Is it some sort of evolutionary thing? We reach 40 and no longer need women or something?
I don't know but it sure is interesting..
I've given some thought to maybe even writing a book about my experiences.. My quest so to speak. Judging by all the guys I've met both for real and in the cyber world, there's a ready made market heh? Should be a NYTimes best seller right off the bat
Speaking of NYtimes. (Yep, the ol' SMW is going to go political on ya) what do you guys think about the current broohaha over the NYTimes 'outing' the financial monitoring program?
Personally, I think it's a tempest in a teapot and it's being used for purely political reasons by both sides..
Anybody who's been paying attention KNOWS that the worlds governments have been monitoring international (and domestic) wire transfers closely since at LEAST the 1970's as part of the 'War on Drugs'..
This is NOTHING new folks and it's completely legal.
The other side of this of course is the NYTimes article. Was it some form of Treason? Was it done in the 'peoples' interest or was it simply anothe attempt to smear the current administration?
Of course, Bush's response, at least to me, smacks of pure politics. This administration saw an opportunity, handed to it I might add, on a silver plater, to smear the left and the Dems and the media all in one stroke. Gotta love it huh?
Meanwhile, us 'normal' Americans are caught in the middle wondering WTF is going on.
What a joke huh?
Here's a question for this community.....
Do you believe that we are really at war? I'm not talking about Iraq here.. I'm talking about the 'International Jihadists'..
I'd LOVE to hear some feedback on this for sure
Anyway, I want to wish EVERYONE a very happy and safe 4th of July...
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The SMW is mad as hell!!!
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Jun 22, 2006 7:05 am
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I cannot believe this. Some VERY good friends of mine on this site have been smeared in the most offensive and horrible way by some lame-assed, coward of a fuck-twit.
They are the nicest couple in the world. They opened their home to me and their bodies. They are an honest, loving couple who just like to have sex with multiple folks.
Someone posted in their profile that they have AIDS!!!
Why someone would do this is beyond me.
They are the nicest, sexiest people around and folks, THEY DO NOT HAVE AIDS. I personally vouch for them, having been with them intimatly.
Whoever this asshole is, I hope he's found out, and banned from this and virtually every site on the Internet.
I don't understand people like this and never will. This person has to be the lowest of the low. A complete subhuman slimeball.
I know better then to threaten this person here in public but please, whoever you are know this... There are people actively looking to identify you and expose you for what you are.
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3-ways./ group sex and big cocks.
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Jun 21, 2006 8:18 am
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I figured that would get your attention. It worked huh? LOL
Really though, I do have all three of those thoughts on my mind this morning for a couple of reasons.
I've been chatting with a good friend and he's just SO hot to trot for a 3-way it's not even funny. I've seen this before and in fact, I've BEEN there myself.
Who here on this site DOESN'T have a fantasy of being in a 3-way, raise your pecker please
Not too many and I'm not surprised.
We're ALL (for the most part and yes, speaking in generalities around here WILL get you flamed, blah blah blah.... /end of legal disclaimer Skanky Man Whores looking for sex... The more the merrier right?
Now, I've had my share of 3-ways and group gropes and I'm here to tell ya, they ARE fun, as long as everyone is open, honest and willing...
From my own experience here are some interesting observations:
Keep any group gropes to an odd number of guys. It might not seem important but take it from me, it is. With an odd number of guys, there's ALWAYS someone looking to join in. With an even number, there's a natural tendency to pair up which kind of defeats the whole purpose doesn't it?
Make sure that you have lots of time to play. Group gropes do NOT lend themselves to quickies, really. You will need time to explore and to ensure that EVERYONE actually get's off and has a good time.
Be nice and supportive. While a group grope is a major fantasy, the reality can and often is a bit different and not quite what was expected. It's one thing to dream/fantasize about a room full of rock hard guys, it's quite another to actually have that. Some guys just seem to shrivel up and stay that way in a group setting. It's NOT fun for either the shriveler or the shriveleree's.
For whatever reason and I can think of about a hundred, it's hard for some guys to get wood in a group situation no matter what your try or do. I've been there, done that and have both the t-shirt and the sore lips from trying to coax a flaccid dick into rigidity when it doesn't want to come out and play. Be nice and supportive and certainly do NOT make fun of our fellow brothers. That flaccid dick could be your's some day )
Scheduling seems to always be the hardest thing. For whatever reason. Especially when your dealing with married guys out cheating on their wives. Be patient, accommodating and flexible.
Pictures can be fun but remember, always ask first, make sure that you have EVERYONES permissions and never EVER share those pics with others outside of the group without EVERYONES consent. It's only proper right?
3-ways are a bit easier to schedule but really, the same issues apply, just in a smaller scale. I still recommend making sure that you have plenty of time but it's really not quite as important with only 3 guys
Of course, most bottoms will tell you that they're main fantasy is be fucked WHILE sucking someone. It's a 'good thing' to paraphrase Martha... It's also a lot of fun, having two men 'worshiping' your cock at the same time. Try it sometime It's also fun, especially if you like kissing, to suck on a cock WITH another guy. Man, the combinations are endless and it's just such an incredible turn on, at least for me, to be kissing another guy with a cock in between us....
Always play safe, make sure your clean and be open, honest and communicate.
Of course those of you who have followed my blog and know me to be the SMW, my ultimate fantasy is to have a room full of guys, I'm talking 10-20, all rock hard, with me in the middle, servicing every single one of them until I'm completely and totally covered in cum and every dick has been drained completely. I've been somewhat close to this ideal, having experienced the joy of having 4 guys surrounding me, all with their cocks hard with me sucking and stroking for all I was worth but 4 guys is just that, 4 guys. I want 10-20 Maybe someday I'll actually be able to make it happen.... (Damn, just got a hard on thinking about it)
Now, let's discuss how a big cock adds to or even changes the dynamics of a group grope.
It does... A lot...
In my experience, what typically happens is that the group will tend to focus on the guy with the big dick. I think that this is only natural but that being said, I've seen it kind of get in the way of EVERYONE enjoying themselves.
Of course the converse is true also. I've been in 'orgies' where everyone is just so open and in tune with each other that the 'big dick' becomes a shared 'play thing' if you will. Everyone has fun
The last time this happened, I was with 4 guys (Yes I know, we broke my own rule but hey, sometimes ya just gotta go with the flow) 3 of the four of us had what I would call average sized cocks but one of the guys and a monster 10incher. We all were new to each other pretty much. I had been with each of the guys individually, except for Mr. 10" but none of the other guys knew the others.
When Mr 10" pulled that monster out we ALL almost fainted from sheer lust. (It was a great group btw) We all took turns sucking on that monster, helping each other get as much of that man-meat down our throats as we could..
Mr 10" was a bottom if you can believe that and really, thank G-d he was.. I'm not sure would have been able to handle that cock inside my ass.
Anyway, his fantasy was to be in a 69 with a guy, sucking on his cock, while the other guys is sucking that 10" boner WHILE someone else was fucking his ass.
Of course, the SMW just LOVES fulfilling peoples fantasies.
The odd man out, #4, would help with lube, making sure the condom stayed on, kissing and petting where appropriate and generally making sure everything went smoothly. We also would switch off on the 69 and on Mr 10inchers ass.
It was wonderful.
Everyone got off quite nicely, EXCEPT for me, the SMW I had gotten so busy being the 'fluffer' and making sure everyone was having a good time
Well, everyone felt sorry for me so they all decided to concentrate/focus on me. I had 2 guys sucking on my cock and balls while Mr 10" fed me that magnificent cock of his. I was on my back, with my head kind of hanging over the edge of the bed.. Mr 10" was slowly sliding that monster cock of his in and out my throat while my cock was being slurped on in every conceivable way that two mouths and four hands could do it.
Needless to say, it didn't take long for the SMW to cum a gusher...
Anyway, just some thoughts, observations and possible help for those of you who are contemplating a group grope.
Let me know how it goes btw AND if you happen to be able to live my ultimate fantasy, I'd REALLY love to hear about it...
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The thrill of the chase......
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Jun 16, 2006 8:14 am
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Maybe I'm weird or something but I get almost as much of a thrill out of 'chasing' my next lover down as I do actually having sex with him.
Go figure huh?
There IS a certain aspect of the 'chase' that's appealing, thrilling, exciting and downright sexy all unto itself.
I've said many many times that one of the most erotic things for me is that moment when I'm with a new lover and I slowly unzip his pants, reach in, find his glorious cock and pull it out.
I got to thinking about this earlier today and came to the conclusion that this 'moment' is indeed akin to a lion, who after stalking his prey, maneuvering into position, launching and chasing down the poor unsuspecting creature, pounces on his back and applies the coup de grace.
The same holds true when finding a new lover.
I'm sure we've all been through this here on OP and other sites. (And please, don't take this in any kind of negative way.. That's NOT how I'm looking at it or meaning this. I'm just being kind of metaphorical here
We start by getting someone's attention either by our profile, winks or emails.
Once contact has been made, we maneuver ourselves into position by sharing our wants, needs and desires with the other individual. They typically do the same.
We 'get to know' each other a bit... In reality, we BOTH know what we're looking for but the 'dance' is kind of fun isn't it? We parry and thrust, looking for openings, feeling each other out, trying to decide if this is the right guy and if he's being honest and open.
We get to some details... Are you a top or bottom, can you host, what do you like or what are you into.. When and where are ALWAYS the biggest issues.
Once past this stage, we make a date and finally meet. Now we come back to the original metaphor I put forth of the lion and his prey..
Unzipping my new lovers pants, reaching in and pulling out his luscious cock is the coup de grace for me. That act taken just by itself is sensual enough but add in the entire lead up and the whole process can be so overwhelmingly sexy as to be almost better than the sex itself..
Now, don't get me wrong, I do love being with my regular partners. There's something to be said about familiarity and experience. Knowing what each other likes/dislikes etc. Being able to further the experience with someone or 'taking it to the next level'..
But!
The thrill of the chase REALLY turns me on. I think more so than anything else.
I AM addicted to it for sure. The newness, the unknown, the surprise are all such powerful aphrodisiacs. They drive me wild.
Anybody else out here feel the same way?
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Ramblings of a demented mind.....
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Jun 15, 2006 6:16 am
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It's time for a couple of Thursday funnies.
Appearances Can Be Deceiving
One day a nun was standing on the side of the road waiting for a cab. A cab stopped and picked her up. During the ride she noticed that the driver was staring at her.
When she asked him why, he said, "I want to ask you something, but I don't want to offend you."
She said, "You can't offend me. I have been a nun long enough that I have heard just about everything."
The cab driver then said, "Well, I've always had a fantasy to have a nun give me a blow job."
She said, "Well, perhaps we can work something out under two conditions. You have to be single, and you have to be Catholic."
Immediately the cab driver said, "Oh, yes! I'm single and I'm Catholic!"
The nun said, "Okay, pull into that alley."
The cab driver pulled into the alley and the nun went to work. Shortly afterwards, the cab driver started crying.
The nun said, "My child, what's the matter?"
He said tearfully, "Sister, I have sinned. I lied, I lied...I'm married and I'm Jewish!"
The nun replied, "That's okay. My name's Bruce and I'm on my way to a costume party!"
100 Reasons to be Gay
1. You truly don't care who Julia Roberts is sleeping with.
2. You understand the difference between 43 brands of imported vodka.
3. You can call anyone "honey" including pets.
4. You know someone who definitely was in the emergency room with Richard Gere and the gerbil.
5. You understand the immense importance of good lighting.
6. You can be at a crowded disco the size of two football fields and still spot a toupee.
7. You can tell a woman you love her bathing suit, and truly mean her bathing suit.
8. You can explain the nuances between steady date, boyfriend and lover.
9. You really have "been there, done that."
10. Your women friends will tell you everything you want to know about their boyfriends. And that means everything.
11. You're the only type of male who gets to say "fabulous."
12. You can have naked pictures of men you don't know in your home.
13. You can have naked men you don't know in your home.
14. You know how to handle the telephone like a Stradivarius.
15. You understand why the good Lord invented spandex.
16. You understand why the good Lord didn't intend everyone to wear it.
17. You know how to get back at just about everyone. And have.
18. You know that the most important part of a party's decor is the catering staff.
19. You only wear polyester when you mean to.
20. You can smile to let someone know you can't stand them.
21. You can freeze a troll from 20 feet away.
22. You're good pals with women other people can't stand.
23. You've always got an opinion.
24. You've read the book, seen the movie, done the musical.
25. You know how to dress strategically.
26. Your car has an amusing female name.
27. You're the only one at your high school reunion who looks a lot better than you did in high school.
28. You've got at least one framed picture of a pet.
29. If your mattress could talk, it would be Joan Rivers.
30. You know that sex complicates things. So?
31. You know that being called a "cheap slut" isn't actually an insult.
32. There's a married guy somewhere who is terrified of you.
33. Nobody tells you what to do in bed...unless you tell them what to tell you.
34. You have a medicine chest stocked for any occasion.
35. You have at least one movie musical on video.
36. You're not embarrassed to sing in a piano bar.
37. You're embarrassed by people who sing in piano bars.
38. You never hold a grudge for longer than a decade or two.
39. You know how to make an entrance.
40. You know when to make an exit.
41. You worry about people you don't even know - like Liza Minnelli.
42. You choose the most fabulous greeting cards.
43. You know how to program your VCR.
44. You've got sunscreen at every conceivable SPF level.
45. You have a cologne display worthy of Bloomingdales.
46. You understand, viscerally, Joan Crawford.
47. Some of your best friends are your ex lovers.
48. You know when to play dumb.
49. You know what to do for a hangover.
50. Yes, you do have a condom.
51. You've called someone "girlfriend" who is neither a girl nor a friend.
52. One or more of the following apply to you:
a) You adore Judy Garland
b) You hate Judy Garland
c) You hate people who adore Judy Garland.
d) You hate people who hate Judy Garland.
e) You don't give a damn about Judy Garland.
f) Who is Judy Garland?
53. You can supply the last names to the following list:
a) Bernadette
b) Chita
c) Barbra
54. You made Donna Summer a star.
55. You made Donna Summer a has-been.
56. Tanning salons were invented for you.
57. You've made sunbathing a performance art.
58. You know when the party's over.
59. You know where to go after the party's over.
60. You're fearless about fighting the elements, especially gravity.
61. When you hear "a stitch in time saves nine" you think of
a) Your grandma
b) Your face lift
c) John Wayne Bobbit
62. You know that pigs and bears are not necessarily rural wildlife.
63. Your roommate can be your roommate and not your "roommate."
64. You know that referring to someone as "a real lady" isn't necessarily a compliment.
65. Your favorite dinner accessory may also be your dinner companion.
66. If your cat is a female, you swear it's a lesbian.
67. If your cat is a male, you swear it's a lesbian.
68. You sing along heartily with songs that make most females cringe, like "Stand by your man".
69. You've been to a bris, a barmitzvah, a christening, a first communion and too many weddings and you have a carefully considered evaluation of the food after each.
70. You'll never have to hear your mother complain about your wife.
71. A two-seater convertible seems perfectly practical to you.
72. You have a favorite Disney character and it's usually a nasty one.
73. You've left someone totally speechless.
74. You've shaved something other than your face.
75. All your friends do not have to "get along".
76. You have large collection of anniversary pictures. They may be with different guys, however.
77. Your love handles are actually used as such.
78. When someone turns his back on you, you actually consider it an opportunity.
79. You've got a large assortment of movie-star biographies.
80. You've got the most interesting coffee table books.
81. You know where to find a meat rack and it ain't in your kitchen drawer.
82. You have a sexual persuasion with its own flag.
83. At some moment in your life you've envisioned having back-up girls.
84. You know your enemies.
85. After a workout at the gym, you feel like a new man. And he's right there in the shower.
86 You're Barbra Streisand's biggest fan.
87. You know that Barbra Streisand's biggest fan is Barbra Streisand.
88 Not only have you added spice to your life - sometimes you've added side dishes.
89. You know that "small talk" can be about spirituality or politics, and "important issues" can be about hair.
90. You've actually lived out some of your fantasies.
91. Unlike most straight women, you have no problem being treated solely as a sex object.
92. You have no doubts about the accuracy of the Kinsey Report.
93. You know, by heart, every line in:
a) All about Eve
b) The Rocky Horror Picture Show
c) Your face
94. You are ALWAYS ready for your close-up.
95. You have 412 ways to tell someone to get lost. 136 are non-verbal.
96. You can lip-sync to at least one Supreme's song.
97. You have a carefully selected Yiddish vocabulary.
98. Even if you're in Kansas, you're not in Kansas anymore.
99. You know exactly how many martinis it takes.
100. When throwing a party, you know how to put out quite a spread. Sometimes after the party too.
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Of love and Bondage.....
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Jun 14, 2006 8:15 am
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I've ALWAYS been curious about bondage... Both from the sub and dom roles. Over the years I have toyed around with some light bondage and have always been incredibly turned on by it.
There's just something about restraining someone else, or being restrained that heightens the entire sexual experience, for me at least.
I know there are QUITE a few folks out here on OP (and in general) that agree with me and love bondage.
One buddy I met out here, 'Bob', is definitely a master. He's into all kinds of 'stuff' and REALLY get's off on the power and control that he can exert over you.
He has a seemingly never ending stream of guys, both gay and straight, lining up to take advantage of his 'services' so to speak
It's amazing how many guys out there love to be spanked... Now, I'm not one of them and quite frankly, I really don't get it, but hey.... to each his own I guess.
The stories Bob as told me about his encounters are incredible. Straight guys who come to him for what amounts to humiliation. Not even sex. Just tie them down, whip their little butts and send them on their merry way.
Now, as noted in some of my previous blogs, I've 'allowed' Bob to cuff me and have his way with me and my cock. It IS an experience that I highly recommend to all. The feeling of complete and total powerlessness, coupled with a raging hard-on that Bob is SOOO masterful at manipulating, is one of these excruciatingly, but wonderful things that I think EVERYONE should experience at least once in their lives.
Bob is a master at getting you right to the edge and keeping you there and since you're tied down, you have no option but to endure the 'torture', begging for release, only to met with even more manipulation (or less) depending upon HIS whim and desire...
What a way to go folks
Now, has in all things sexual, there are typically the light, medium, heavy and WAY OVER THE TOP varieties.
I love the whole notion of light bondage. Put cuffs on my wrists and ankles, strap me down, totally immobilize me then do what you want as long as their is no real pain involved.. I'm a happy man.
I can see even some 'medium' type of bondage as being fun. Maybe some nipple clips, or even fucking my ass while I'm bound and even gagged.
What I really DON'T get are those who truly enjoy pain. Never have understood that. Maybe some of you guys can help explain it for me?
I also enjoy being in the Dom role and I'm a firm believer that anyone who wants to be a Dom should first experience the sub role. It helps to understand for sure..
With guys, and for me also, I just love the whole notion of cock bondage. Tying up someone's balls and cock is just SUCH a turn on for me. Shoot, over the years, I've played around with this on myself. How many of you guys have done the same?? Come on now, be honest with the ol Tazzerman...
I'm also very much into foot bondage but really, more so with women than men. Sorry guys. I just REALLY like womens feet.. Not mens. Go figure huh.
So, how many of you out here are into Bondage? What type? (Light, Medium, Heavy or what else?)
If your into the heavy duty 'stuff' why? What does it do for you, especially if pain is involved?
I'd LOVE to hear any insight you guys might have on all this....
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Friday funnies....
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Jun 9, 2006 6:31 am
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Yes, it's once again time for Friday Funnies. Enjoy!
Lord Nelson
The new inmate at the mental hospital announced in a loud voice
that he was the famous British naval hero, Lord Nelson. This
was particularly interesting, because the institution already
had a "Lord Nelson."
The head psychiatrist, after due consideration, decided to put
the two men in the same room, feeling that the similarity of
their delusions might prompt an adjustment in each that would
help in curing them. It was a calculated risk, of course, for
the two men might react violently to one another, but they were
introduced and then left alone and no disturbance was heard
from the room that night.The next morning, the doctor had a talk with his new patient and was more than pleasantly surprised when he was told "Doctor, I've been suffering from a delusion. I know now for a fact that I am not Lord Nelson."
"That's wonderful," said the doctor. "Who are you?"
Smiling coyly, the patient replied, "I'm Lady Nelson."
Condom
A gay man walks into a drugstore and asks the pharmacist
whether he sells extra-large condoms. The pharmacist replies,
"Yes we do. We stock the 'Magnum' brand by Trojan. Would you
like to buy some?"
He responds, "No sir. But would you mind if I waited around here
until someone does?"
Holiday Fun
Two couples decide to spend the weekend away together at a posh hotel. When they get there, one guy suggests they indulge in partner-swapping as a trial.
After 2 hours of solid sex by the fireside, the guy turned to his new partner and said, "Wow! This is the very best sex I had in years...
I wonder how the girls are doing?"
Boss's Dilema
Boss, to four of his employees:
"I'm really sorry, but I'm going to have to let one of you go."
Black Employee: "I'm a protected minority."
Female Employee: "And I'm a woman."
Oldest Employee: "Fire me Buster, and I'll hit you with an age discrimination suit so fast, it'll make your head spin."
To which they all turn to look at the helpless young, white, male employee, who thinks a moment, then responds:
"I think I might be gay..."
Gay Son
A gay man, finally deciding he could no longer hide his sexuality from his parents, went over to their house and found his mother in the kitchen cooking dinner. He sat down at the kitchen table, let out a big sigh, and said, "Mom, I have something to tell you: I'm gay."
His mother made no reply.
The guy was about to repeat himself when she turned away from the pot she was stirring and said calmly, "You're gay, doesn't that mean you put other men's penises in your mouth?"
The guy said nervously, "Uh, yeah, Mom, that's right."
His mother whirled around, whacked him over the head with her spoon and said, "Don"t you ever complain about my cooking again!"
Small Guy
A small guy goes into an elevator, when he gets in he notices a huge guy standing next to him. The big guy looks down upon the small white guy and says, "7 foot tall, 350 pounds, 20 inch dick, 3 pound left ball, 3 pound right ball, Turner Brown."
The small guy faints!
The big guy picks up the small guy and brings him to, slapping his face and shaking him and asks the small guy, "What's wrong?"
The small guy says, "Excuse me but what did you say?".
The big guy looks down and says "7 foot tall, 350 pounds, 20 inch dick, 3 pound left ball, 3 pound right ball, my name is Turner Brown."
The small guy says "Thank God, I thought you said, "Turn around."
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Quickie.....
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Jun 8, 2006 7:35 am
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No, not that kind...
Well, it's been a while since I've posted anything so here's a quick update on my status etc.
Ribs et. al. are healing quite nicely... I'm finally off all the pain meds and really, I'm starting to feel much better. No more sharp pain and even when I cough or sneeze, what pain there is, is quite tolerable. Whew...
The wifey and I are still together and remain committed to each other.. We do have our ups and downs and of course, we have NOT had any sex since I came out...
Our discussions are still some times very difficult but for the most part, at least from my vantage point, things seem to be getting a bit better.
Hopefully, time will heal all wounds and eventually, trust will be rebuilt.. I continue to remain hopeful.
Of course, the SMW still lusts after men and their wonderful cocks. I can't help it. After having my first taste of a nice juicy cock well over a year ago, all other forms of sexual expression now pale in comparison.
My mind AND libido will forever be totally aroused and charged by the just the mere thought of a nice, hard, dripping, throbbing, fully functional and erect dick.
This part is the hardest to deal with. I want my cock and I want to eat it too Plastic/rubber dildo's, no matter how lifelike, are a poor substitute at best for the real thing.
I remain obsessed by all things male.. I can't help or stop myself from looking at all three legged human beings as potential sexual partners.
I sit in my local Starbucks with my coffee 'clutch' friends who are all VERY straight, and while they're checking out all the major babes, I laugh and participate but in reality I'm checking out all the hunky looking guys and daydreaming about what each one has to offer.
I fantasize about being in bed with each one.. Exploring their hard little bodies, engulfing their 'turgid' manhood, satisfying that 'clit' that I have down deep in the back of my throat.
I explore each and everyone fully with my tongue. Running it from the tip of their toes to the top of their heads, not missing a single millimeter of anything in between.
The feel of their cocks in my hand, velvet steel as I call it. The heaviness of their balls, cupped in my gentle but strong hands. The 'tickle' of their hairiness against my cheek, the quickening of their breath as I slowly run my finger tips along the length of their cocks while gently nibbling and sucking on their nipples, squeezing their ass cheeks, allowing my fingers to pull their asshole open, just slightly and enough to insert my finger. Ever so gently while I continue to slide his wonderful cock down my throat, all the way to the hilt, then back out... Flicking my tongue around and across his throughly engorged head. Feeling his cock, flex and throb with each movement and touch.
WOW! Ok, 'nuff of that stuff... I now have a rock hard dick and NOWAY or place to relieve myself. Sheesh...
See what I mean though? I can go off in a nanosecond when it comes to men and their incredible cocks. Some days I truly WISH I had been born a girl. My God, could you even imagine the type of slut that I would have been??
Definitely world class
Cheers to all..
p.s. As a side note, where the heck have all the old bloggers gone? It seems that all of the 'best and brightest' have left us? (Of course, this is NOT meant to disparage those that are still here... You guys still rock!)
I haven't been out here much lately but I really notice the absence... This does NOT make the SMW happy.
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Thursday morning funnies.
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Jun 1, 2006 7:43 am
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Hey guys, sorry I haven't posted in a while. If you've followed my blogs, you know that I've been laid up with a couple of broken ribs etc.
Pain, pain and more pain.... Coupled with meds and a complete inability to sleep at night has turned me into a walking Zombie.
Hopefully, things will get better shortly and I can resume a more 'normal' life.
Anyway, here's a Thurs morning funny for ya' all.
Enjoy,
-tm
Two deaf people get married. During the first week of marriage, they find that they are unable to communicate in the bedroom when they turn off the lights because they can't see each other using sign language.
After several nights of fumbling around and misunderstandings, the wife decides to find a solution. "Honey," she signs, "Why don't we agree on some simple signals?
For instance, at night, if you want to have sex with me, reach over and squeeze my left breast one time. If you don't want to have sex, reach over and squeeze my right breast one time."
The husband thinks this is a great idea and signs back to his wife, "Great idea, now if you want to have sex with ME, reach over and pull on my penis one time.
If you don't want to have sex, reach over and pull on my penis... fifty times"
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Have ya ever had one of those weeks?
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May 23, 2006 6:14 am
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Ol Tazzerman is in the middle of 'one of those weeks'. What else could POSSIBLY happen to me?
Here's a quick recap:
last Friday night (A week ago) I was unable to sleep. I was up, laying in bed, watching TV and smoking a cig and just kind of drowsy etc. Well, I accidentally dropped the lit cig on the bed.
Now, I've done this before and the wifey get's VERY upset when I burn the nice comforters that she buys so I quite LITERALLY leap off the bed to get the hot coal.
Well, when I leaped off the bed, I came right down on the tip of the big toe on my left foot and jambed it beyond believe. I thought I had broken it.
The pain I experienced is beyond my ability to recount here in this blog.
Needless to say, the toe and my entire foot swelled up, the toe itself turned some VERY interesting colors (blue, black, yellow, green etc) and it was Monday before I could walk and/or get even get a shoe on..
It's now over a week later and the toe still hurts but at least it's getting better.
Now, onto last Sunday night. I'm asleep, minding my own business when all of the sudden, I wake up and find myself on the floor. Not only did I find myself on the floor but I was in excruciating pain coming from both my left knee and my right rib cage.
As best as I can figure, my big dog, Jake, quite literally pushed me out of bed.
Well, I went to the Doc yesterday and yep, I have a cracked rib and a very badly bruised left knee, to go along with the bruised and sore left big toe.
I'm am now a complete and utter, physical mess. I can't sit, stand, move, lay down, or anything without causing myself to see stars from the pain generated in my rib cage. Coughing is an experience ALL unto itself btw.
Is God or the Universe punishing me for something that I've done??
I am the walking wounded right now and feel like I've been through a war.
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