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Very Thankful!
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Nov 24, 2005 7:11 am
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I'm so very thankful for everything that I have.
I'm thankful for my wife, my home, my dogs, my job and my health
I'm thankful for my friends, my family, my co-workers and all those people that I see and interact with everyday.
I'm thankful that we are all safe and secure.
I'm thankful for the incredible men and women who are fighting for our freedom and safety all over the world, especially those on the front lines in the war against the Islamo-facists and Jihadis in Iraq.
I'm thankful for ALL the partners that I've had in the past year. You guys are the best. You've helped me to explore and learn.
And last but not least, I'm thankful for all of my OP friends. You guys rock. I appreciate each and every comment that you've made and I enjoy reading your blogs soooo much.
Thank you all!!
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My Quest (Update)
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Nov 22, 2005 7:00 am
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I have been remiss in posting updates to my quest. I'm so sorry.. Here's a quick recap:
I had a wonderful 'session' with a CD who we'll call 'sindy'. As normal, sindy and I hooked up here on OP. After various emails etc we starting chatting together and exchanging pics. Those of you who have follwed my blogs know that I'm into feet and legs in a major way. Well, sindy has fantastic feet and legs. 'Her' pics were a major turn on.
Sindy is/was kind of shy. She had been stood up a few times in the past and other encounters that she had were, how should I put this? less then fullfilling.
She was a bit hesitant at first but the tazzermans charms finally won her over, with help from another friend here on OP who 'vouched' for my sincerity etc. (Thanks buddy I owe ya one and I plan on paying that debt off this coming Saturday morning
Anyway, sindy and I scheduled a meet at my local no-tell motel.
To make a long story short, we had a fantastic time. It was one of those lovemaking sessions where we both just clicked. We made love, we talked and we spent a truly enjoyable afternoon just being together.
Sindy didn't dress fully on this first encounter, she was a bit shy, but she will for our next one. Stay tuned for more
Next up was a VERY enjoyable 'nooner' with a new friend, also courtesy of OP. He's a very fine looking hispanic guy who we'll call 'Eric'.
He was a little shy at first, this being only his second time with a man. Of course, 'ol Tazzerman was able to put him at ease in no time.
When I first arrived at his place, he was very nice and charming. He had just gotten back from doing something with his kids and excused himself for a second to take a shower. Wow. I love that in a guy. Nothing like being squeeky clean for me. It shows respect and concern for me and is appreciated fully. (I'm always squeeky clean myself)
Anyway, he emerged from the shower wearing a towel. Is there anything sexier? and a growing bulge was showing
Of course, as you all know by now, I'm not one to be shy or bashfull. I immediatly yanked the towel off of him and was greeted by an absolutely PERFECT cock. Just the right size, perfectly formed and quickly growing
I took him into my mouth and felt his magnificent manhood grow and grow until it was rock hard and throbbing.
I slid that cock down my throat and licked the drops of pre-cum off the tip, time and time again.
It did NOT take long and 'Eric' said, I'm going to cum. That was fast I didn't want this to end so quickly so I stopped what I was doing and started to pay attention to his nipples and the rest of his wonderful body. (I just love teasing guys!)
I also ripped off my clothes and started jacking my own cock so that I could cum at the same time.
Getting back to his wonderful and tasty cock, it didn't take long and 'Eric' was spewing his manly juices all over the place.
Now, those of you who have followed my blog know that I still have not been able to eat cum. I still suffer somewhat from what I call the 'yuck' factor.
This time, after 'Eric' came, I went back down on his cum covered dick and truly enjoyed the taste! I still haven't taken a load directly, but at least I'm getting closer!!!
Anyway, that's the update for today.. 'sindy' and I will definitly get back together, she's just sooooo cute and nice and we have such a good time together.
'Eric' and I will be back together for a much longer session soon.. I can't wait. He has got one of the tastiest dicks I've had so far. Just perfect for 'lunch'..
Love ya all and stay tuned for more upcumming adventures.
-tm
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Are you Heteroflexible?
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Nov 20, 2005 6:02 am
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I heard the term Heteroflexible this morning and started thinking, once again, about the big debate here on OP (and elsewhere) about bisexuality.
The more I think about it the more I'm becoming convinced that the term Heteroflexible describes me in a more complete and truer way then bisexual.
What do you think?
As a side light, I was recently listening to a talk radio show where the host was talking about bisexuality. Aside from taking the position that such a thing as a bisexual really exists, he was also taking a poll of call-in listeners to find out if they viewed themselves as Hetero, Gay or Bi and why.
Unfortunately, he never received a call from someone who identified themselves has a true 'bisexual'. There were a number of bi-curious folks, gay and hetero but not one bisexual.
I would have called in but unfortunately, because of the time difference, I was listening to the show with a 1-2 hour delay.
In general, not one person who called in, along with the host himself, believed that there was such as thing as a bisexual. the same biases and viewpoints that are evident here on OP were very much espoused by almost every single caller and the host himself.
The host basically boiled it down to being 'lazy'!
Lazy!?? Wtf is that all about? He theorized that bisexuals are folks that are just to 'lazy' to actually choose and we bisexuals were more than willing to have/take sex where ever thy could find it. without having to work.
Sheesh. What a crock!
I can have sex with anybody I choose. Male or female. I CHOOSE to have sex with men because I truly enjoy it. I also CHOOSE to have sex with woman, for the same reason. I enjoy it.
I'm NOT lazy. Far from it. Shoot, given all the sex I've been having lately, I CERTAINLY cannot be called lazy Oversexed, horny as hell, walking around with a constant hard-on, all describe me better than LAZY...
Actually, I think heteroflexible IS a great description
OK, now please, will someone tell me what the heck is a TRISEXUAL???
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Deepthroat anyone?
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Nov 19, 2005 5:53 am
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What is it about deepthroating that is just such a turn on?
Personally, I just LOVE the feeling of a nice hard cock sliding down my throat. The incredible response that it elicits, in all of my partners, is almost overwhelming for me. I have yet to meet a cock that I was unable to engulf fully. Granted, some were a little more challenging than others
Big or small, thick or thin, taking a cock into your mouth and slowing sliding down the shaft, feeling every little nuance and throb, every vein, bump and ridge, until you meet the pubic hairs and have that dick throbbing completely in your throat, is just such an erotic experience for me..
Sometimes I think, like Linda Lovelace, that I have a 'clit' in my throat or something
Slowly backing it back out and than down again. Feeling the ridge where the head meets the shart, using your tongue as you slowly work your way back down again, man, it just doesn't get any better. (I've got a hard on just thinking about it.. I'm soooo pathetic I've even engulf not only a guys dick but that AND his balls all at once. Of course, that's tough to do if the guy is hung.
It's been my experience that most guys, myself included, go into some kind of orgasmic bliss once their dicks are taken completely to the hilt. They throb and moan.. They quiver and shake. You can feel their entire bodies tighten and pulse with sexual feeling. It's an amazing thing to watch and experience. I know I love it myself. It's very much akin to sinking your dick into a pussy or ass to the hilt. You feel completely 'married' to your partner. You are one...
I guess that part of the turn on for me at least, is that I just LOVE to please my partners. I get 'off' on that just as much as I do when I cum. Watching them, looking at their faces and into their eyes and feeling the pent up lust and erotic tension is just such and incredible feeling.
Having now experienced both sides of the equation I can truthfully say that it's just as much a turn on for me to be the giver as it is the receiver.
I was with a str8 guy a couple of weeks ago. He had never had another guy touch his dick let alone suck it. Needless to say, it didn't take very long for him to come to the realization that every women he's ever had go down on him paled in comparison to a guy who truly loves to suck cock. He told me that he has had a number of women suck on him before but NO ONE had ever sucked his cock like I did. That was a great feeling for me and only caused me to work harder on pleasing him. Of course, we all know that a guy will tell you just about anything while your sucking his cock.
I've been with a couple of guys who were hung like stallions. Each one told me that I was the first to ever take them all the way down. They were almost completely overwhelmed by the experience as was I.
Big dicks are a lot of work though. Personally, I like an average sized cock the best.
I also enjoy being on the bottom of a 69 most times. First off, a lot of dicks curve upwards and being in that position makes it easier to slide it down your throat. Secondly, being on the bottom, almost being smothered by my partner, is an incredible feeling. A dream come true for me.. Having a guy slide his dick down my throat and having his balls bouncing against my nose and forehead is just one my greatest thrills.
I'm very oral, as I'm sure you can tell, but I also enjoy using my hands. Being on the bottom affords me perfect access to my partners balls, ass,legs, feet, back etc. What a major turn on.
Like one of my many friends her on OP said just recently, I'm like a kid in a candy store....
If your in the Indy area, look me up. I'd love to worship your 'candy'.....
Anyway, these are just some random thoughts on deepthroating. Please share your thoughts and experiences....
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Back to sex sex sex :)
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Nov 18, 2005 8:07 am
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Ok, I've been remiss and have failed miserably in chronically my adventures. I apologize profusely!
Let's get you alllll caught up.
Last week, I met a very nice guy here on OP. After the normal couple of emails and a phone call or two, we finally set a time/date to meet up.
'Grog' is gay and attached to a long term partner. He was VERY hot to trot to 'cheat' on his partner for whatever his own reason. He explained it in part by telling me that he had a fantasy of making love to a total stranger.
Well, since no one is 'stranger' than me, I was the perfect partner.
'Grog' lives in Anderson IN which is about a 1/2 hour or so away from my office. With directions in hand, I took off into the 'wilds' of Indiana.
I got to Anderson just fine (Not hard to find) but then found out that his directions were woefully incorrect.. A quick phone call solved the issue and I finally made it to his house.
'Grog' was a very nice looking guy, very friendly and VERY nervous. He and I have a lot in common and we chatted for quite sometime about all manner of different topics.
He even made me a fantastic drink and we finally settled into the love making.
'grog' had a very nice cock, not to big, not to small, just right. It didn't take long for the Tazzerman to have him spewing spunk all over the living room
After that, I figured he would hustle me out of the house but no... That didn't happen. He made me another drink and we started talking some more. At this point I asked him about his partner and what his situation was. He told me that he and his partner had been together for years but the old love making had waned a bit lately. Hence the reason he was looking for someone to help spice it up a bit. He also told me that the house we were in was owned by his Aunt who lived in the house directly next door.
At this point, I asked if we were 'cool'? I certainly didn't want to get him into any trouble. He said yes, we 'should' be alright...
Well, we're sitting there on the couch, I hear a noise outside and I say to 'Grog' "Did you hear that?" He says nope, but it's ok. No ones around.
Yeah right
We're sitting there on the couch, he has his shirt off and surprise, in walks is dad!!
Oh SHIT!
'Grog' immediatly puts his shirt on and introduces me as an old 'College Buddy'
There's NO DOUBT that daddie didn't buy that one bit. I could tell. I just smiled and said, yep, haven't seen old 'grog' since our college days.
Sheesh.
Anyway, dad leaves, 'Grog' is pretty cool about it, makes me yet ANOTHER drink and then proceeds to give me one of the top 5 blowjobs I've ever had in my LIFE.. Man, he's just as good as me
We had fun, no real damage done, as far as I could tell but by this time, 'grog' is REALLY starting to feel guilty and scared and well, you get the idea.
We say our good byes, had a great time, gotta do this again, blah blah blah. I leave and head home, half drunk.
All in all a very nice time.
The next day I get an email from 'grog' telling me that he had a great time BUT, he was suffering from the 'guilts' very heavily. He went on further saying that it was a one time deal and he appreciated the time with me etc etc.
Man, I'm 47 he is 50 and we're still worrying about dad coming in?? I haven't felt that way in 30+ years It was kind of an interesting afternoon.
Ok, next on the list was 'Cindy'. 'Cindy' is a crossdresser that I met on OP. We've traded emails, pics and spent a great deal of time chatting. Not to blow my own horn, but I'm VERY good at chatting Anyway, 'Cindy' was a bit hesitant. 'She' has been burned before by guys who tell you one thing but the reality is quite different, or they they talk a good game but never show or don't perform etc etc. (We've all been there)
I spent a great deal of time making sure the 'Cindy' knew I was for real and EXACTLY has I seem. I even enlisted a couple of other friends chat to provide real 'testimonies' for 'Cindy', just so she would feel better/easier about me.
We finally set a date/time for yesterday afternoon. I booked my normal room and we met around 1:00pm.
Well, 'Cindy' found out that not only am I exactly how I seem, in real life, I'm actually better
As 'she' put it, I did things to her that she has only dreamed of..
'Cindy' did not fully CD for us yesterday, although she did bring some pantyhose along.
We had a wonderful time. She's VERY sexy and is a fantastic bottom
We spent a wonderful 3 1/2 hours together, partly making love and partly just laying around and talking. We have a lot in common.
We will get together again and 'she' will fully dress for me and become the complete 'Cindy' I can't wait.
Next up, is another CD who is really more of a tranny then a CD. 'Debra' has only ever been with one other guy and that was a very short encounter where she basically gave him a blowjob and he left.
'She' wants me to de-virginize her.
From the pics I've seen she is VERY pretty and sexy. She has a great pair of legs and really looks good.
I've spent a considerable amount of time talking, emailing and chatting with her to help ease her mind and make her feel comfortable.
We will be getting together on the 30th.. I can't wait.
Also up, is my str8 friend from Chicago. He's coming back to town on the 29th and we'll get together again at his hotel. This time, NO BOOZE for him (Those of you who have read my previous blogs about him, know why/what I'm talking about
Anyway, I do have a couple of other new friends all vying for my attention. So many men, so little time. I just hope my dick is 'up' for all this activity.
Sidelight: I haven't had this much sexual action since I was in my 20s. I'm lucky I guess and thankfull also. I'm also very happy to report that even at age 47, my dick is hard as a rock and functioning perfectly
Once again, to ALL of my partners out here who DO read my blog, thank you!! Your all beautiful and loving and fantastic. I've enjoyed our love making VERY VERY much and I hope that you all feel the same way. You have helped me to fullfill almost ALL of my fantasies and have been so kind, thoughtful, fun, exciting and caring. You ALL are the best, every one of you.....
Stay tuned for more tazzer chronicals
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Now for something totally different....
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Nov 15, 2005 7:11 am
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Where do I start? This will be the hardest blog I've ever written, by far. I'm in need of baring my soul in a major way and I thought that you, my dear readers and cyber friends would be the best place to start.
I've spend 47+ years keeping what I need to say hidden and suppressed. I've developed every form of defense known, against having to to confront this monkey. It's now time.
I have been seeing a counselor. Originally she was working with my wife and I but that's since changed. I seen many in the past, all to no avail. I wasn't ready then, maybe just maybe I AM finally ready to confront this monkey.
It's an emotional monkey and it's controlled virtually every moment of my life, ever action, every decision, every thought and every feeling for literally 47 years now. I've become quite adept at hiding the monkey and keeping him at bay but he's always there. Only I can see him. Only I can feel him and only I can confront him and stop him.
My father died when I was 3 months old. One morning he had a severe heart attack and died in my mothers arms in the bathroom. My mother was left with me, a 3 month old, my 8 year old sister and my fathers business.
That one defining moment changed the lives of three people so completely and profoundly. In an instant what was to be, no longer was. All the promise and the 'golden' future that a young family has was washed away in that one instant. Gone. Never to be seen again.
After four years my mother eventually remarried. More so for security and financial reasons than love. The man she married, after all was said and done, was a complete bastard. He had two children of his own, a son who was my sisters age and a daughter who was my age. His wife, the mother of his two children, had passed away suddenly also. Another defining moment that would change the lives it touched completely..
This man was not physically abusive. No dear reader, that would have been easy to deal with.. He was physiologically abusive. But I digress. This story isn't about him. It's about MY father. The man I never new.
For the longest time, I could not even think about him without becoming a complete and total emotional basket case. The 'monkey' had me. I would well up with tears at even the mention of his name. This was something that at first, I ran from. I didn't even try to fight it. At least not consciously. Unconsciously, I fought it in every way imaginable. Every one of those 'ways' was personally destructive to me and everyone around me, especially my mother. I failed at school, sank into drugs and alcohol, and basically made a mess of my entire life. I just didn't care. There was no future, there was no love, there was nothing. Inside, while I searched for acceptance I also did everything possible to avoid it. Emotionally, over the years, I basically became numb. Numb to everything and everybody. Why bother?
Eventually I did start to try and confront this issue but it took time. I had become so very good at walling myself off from it in all ways, that I could finally, after many many years, at least I could start to talk about him in the most superficial ways. It was a start at least.
The effects that this single moment/event have had on me are untold. The what ifs that I have NEVER allowed my self to think about, sometimes do sneak into my thoughts, especially whenever I see a young father and his young son together.
The feeling of loss and a wasted life are everywhere within me, do this day.
Yes I have a wonderful wife, and good job a nice home. No doubt my mother would be proud of me and even more so, my father would be also.
But it really doesn't mean anything to me. Nothing does. I am to a point of being almost entirely devoid and incapable of true feeling and love. It hurts to much to let my guard down for even a second.
I wander through life with no direction, no purpose, no fulfillment, nothing.
My mother passed away and while I miss her, there's very little emotional feeling in me. I I know she loved me very much but I am incapable of feeling anything. Just loss and emptiness.
This monkey manifests itself in so many ways that I'm almost at a loss to outline them.
I procrastinate. Why not? Nothing means anything anyway
I do things that are harmful to myself and those around me. Why not? I don't care. There's nothing so why bother caring?
I refuse to become engaged in my OWN life. Why should I? It was taken from me 47 years ago.
I live my life and go through the motions. I guess I've just gotten even BETTER at walling that monkey off from me. Lord knows I've had plenty of practice.
I never had a father figure in my life and a great portion of it as really been a search for just that. Unfortunately, I've never found it. I've come close a couple of times, namely my brother in-law but even then, I can't let my guard down.
My counselor suggests that I suffer from depression. At first, I didn't agree but now I think she's probably correct. It might actually be a very deep and mind numbing form of depression. I don't know, and I certainly don't know enough about depression to really comment but we are exploring this. She also suggests that I might be still be suffering from some form of post traumatic syndrome. I have to agree, obviously
All of this is not meant to be an excuse. We're ALL dealt our cards in life and we have to play what we've been given. Sure, when I was a kid I could (and did) fall into the excuse trap. It wasn't MY fault! But as you get older, you have to move on. You have to do something to take control of your life. Pretty soon the excuses start to wear thin. Well, I've done that but it's nowhere near enough.
I'm still left with a giant gaping hole in my life and my soul. A hole that was created that morning 47 years ago when my father died.
Stay tuned dear readers. There will be more coming. I am committed to facing this monkey one way or the other. I have to. There is no choice.
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So many men, so little time (continued)
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Nov 9, 2005 6:16 am
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Sorry for the delay in writing about the past couple of days 'events'. I got busy and haven't had the chance.
Well, let's see.... Monday was one HELL of a day. I started off with my black stud 'chris' for a little lunch time treat. Well, not so 'little' For those of you who haven't followed my blogs, 'chris' was my first black man. He his just sooooo cute also. He's younger, 33, and an ex-football jock. He's got the greatest body you've ever seen. Very tight in all the right places so to speak. He's also VERY passionate and a fantastic lover. Did I mention that he an ENORMOUS cock? 10+ inches of rock hard man meat attached the cutest little body you've ever seen. I got there around noon and without any delay, we both were naked and rolling around on the couch. I had planned to just go over and give him a bj but hell, when someone is begging to suck on my cock, who am I to say no Anyway, after much sucking and kissing and cuddling and groping and petting and more sucking and kissing etc. we finally ened up in a 69 on the floor with me on top. We both ended up cumming at the same exact time and by the time we were finished, 'chris' was covered in goo from his face/neck to his cock and balls. Yours truly had a MAJOR orgasim. One of those real toe curling kind that just wash over your entire body like a tidal wave. Fantastic sex. Did I mention that he's cute as hell also?
Anyway, that started my Monday off right...
Next up was a meeting with my new Str8 guy from Chicago. Let's call him 'Ken'. He came to town for a business trip and contacted me. We traded emails and chats for about a week. Obviously, being a str8 guy, he was a bit nervous. I put his mind at ease any number of times, answered all his questions, told him exactly what we would do etc etc.
I met 'Ken' for drinks at the bar in his hotel downtown. We had a couple of drinks and 'suffered' through some idiot from San Diego who sat next to us. What a jerk. Anyway, after a couple of drinks we decided to head up to the room. Now, keep in mind that was Monday night and the Colts were playing the Patriots on MNF. There's NO WAY I was going to miss the biggest game of the year. 'Ken' knew this also and wanted to watch the game as well. Well, we sat and talked at length. He'd never read my blogs so I basically went through the whole story of my 'quest' and what I've been doing for the past 10 months or so. A couple of more drinks and he now nice and 'pliable'. I was planning on teasing him a bit, just to help get him excited. We'll I didn't have to worry about that. All of the sudden, he stood up, walked around the table to where I was, and started to unzip his pants. I told him whoa there, this is my job and my favorite part Those of you who have read my blogs know what I'm talking about. So, I preceded to unzip his pants, reached in and pulled out a wonderful cock. Not to big, not to small, well formed and cut. Just perfect. I started to slowly suck on him and his cock sprang to attention. Very nice and tasty member. Very. Anyway, he certainly wasn't shy. I pulled down his pants and underwear, he then stepped out of them and we moved to the couch. I immediatly applied the special 'tazzerman' technique and inhaled his cock all the way to the hilt. He almost came right then and there. I could tell So, I stopped, I didn't want this little cutie pie to cum before I had my fill of him, and went over and turned on the TV. The game was just starting. We sat and had some more drinks and watched the game. Every once and a while I would lean over and suck on his cock and his balls until he was hard again and then stop just before he came. I must of gone through this routine at least a dozen times. He was CRAZY with passion and pent up sexual desire. I told him that I'd let him cum during the 2nd quarter. (It was after all a GREAT game
More drinks, more sucking, more talking, great football, shoot, it just doesn't get any better than this. At one point during half time (No I hadn't let him cum yet) I was actually giving him a footjob. Once again, those of you who have read my blog know that I'm a major foot fetish. Womens feet really but hey, I kind of like mine also Anyway, that was the first foot job I've EVER given anybody. I've had lot's of girls give me footjobs, (That's a whole different blog btw) but doing it myself to some other guy was a major turn on and treat for me. It felt incredible to hold his cock between my feet and to slowly stroke it up and down between my soft and smooth soles. He enjoyed the heck out of it himself.
Now here's where the story get's kind of funny. Right before the end of the halftime, we decide to go down to the bar and get yet MORE drinks. We do and I also make a run to my truck for more cigs. (Turns out he smokes like I do). The 3rd quarter starts and finds me once again sucking his cock and his balls and licking and nibbling on virtually every exposed piece of skin. I work my way up and start nibbling and licking his nipples while strocking that magnificent cock of his. I'm all over him. Literally. Unfortunatly, the game gets exciting again and we stop, sit back and start watching more of it. We're still drinking etc. etc and I'm rubbing his cock with my feet yet again. Anyway, by the time the game is out of reach for the hapless Patriots, I park myself between his legs with the intention of FINALLY letting this poor guy cum.
Guess what? Yep, by this time he's had WAAAAY to much to drink and he can no longer get it up. Whaaaaaaaaa. Try as I might, his dick was gone for the night. Dead, limp, Kaput.
Ok, this might not SOUND funny but it really was. We both sat and talked and laughed etc. We REALLY had a good time even though NEITHER one of us got off. Amazing isn't it?
He sent me an email yesterday morning telling me how much enjoyed being with me and that he's going to be back in town towards the end of the month and would I like to meet him again, this time without any booze What do you think was my answer?
btw, did I mention that he's a little cutie pie? He's also Italian, my first! has a great pair of legs, cute little rear end and things that I give the greatest blowjobs in the entire world. He told me that not one single women has EVER gone down on him like I did. Ever. Of course, I already knew this but hey, it WAS nice to hear.
So, there ya have it. 'Ken' and I will be getting back together again, minus the drinks this time, 'Chris' and I will have more nooners, since he lives 5 mins from my office, it's real easy. AND it turns out that 'Chris' has been trading emails with my main partner and now is hot to trot for a 3-way with us.
Does life get ANY better than this?
p.s. I had to cancel my afternoon meeting with my new friend the flight attendant yesterday. After all the booze and lack of sleep on Monday night, I ended up going home after lunch and sleeping for like 12 hours straight. We'll schedule up a first meeting once he get's back from this flight. Stay tuned....
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Anticipation.
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Nov 7, 2005 1:58 pm
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I'm sitting here in my office, couning the minutes and seconds till I get in my car and drive downtown to meet my new lover. Is there anytime more precious and fleeting than just before you meet someone for the first time?
All your dreams and hopes and fantasies come to the fore and you just KNOW it's going to be great. I've already met him in my mind and have gone over the evening time and time again. Will he like me? Does he think I'm sexy? Do we hit it off? Can he get his dick hard? Does he like the way I suck it? Does he like my cock? His he whated I expected?
The anticipation and butterflys are driving me CRAZY! I love it!!
AHHH, finally. Time to head out. Stay tuned for a wrapup report. -tm
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So many men, so little time....
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Nov 7, 2005 7:25 am
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I guess I've just been lucky or something. I'm now to the point where I just don't have enough time to make love to all the guys who contact me. I'm not trying to show off or anything, just wish I had more time..
I run across all kinds of blogs/messages from guys bemoaning the fact that they're not 'getting any' Man..... Move to Indy. I can tell you from personal experience, there are a TON of horny, good looking guys here in the good old Midwest, just looking to have fun.
Here's the run down of activity...
Last week was the big 4-way. Good times had by all.
This week, starting yesterday (sunday) met up with a new contact from SilverDaddies site who wanted me to come over. Couldn't do it unfortunatly, the wifey had her own agenda for Sunday. Sooooo, we've rescheduled for Tuesday afternoon.
Tonight I get to meet with my first str8 guy. (See my previous post about him) He's a real cutie, coming down from Chicago on business. We're going to have a blast.
I've met up with a lovely cross-dresser named 'Karen' who wants me to de-virginize her. We're hoping to get together either Wed or Thurs.
Saturday morning I FINALLY get to be with my first real TS/TG. 'Kim' is a cutie. We were supposed to get togehter a couple of weekends ago but unfortunatly, I was fighting a bad case of bronchitis at the time so we rescheduled. Can't wait!
I've got a married couple who live in Kokomo who want me to come up and join them. She's got the hots for two guys and he's never been with another man but wants to explore. Can't wait. Should be a lot of fun.
Of course, there are also my regulars. You guys know who your are Sorry I've neglected you of late (except for the 4-way) but as you can see, I've been VERY busy.
Well, that's just this weeks line up. And no, it's NOT a meat market. Ask any of them what they thing of ol Tazzerman and I'm sure they will tell you that I'm a warm, loving, open partner who happens to be the best cocksucker around
I'm really NOT into quickies that much, although they do have their time and place, but much prefer to take my time and enjoy each others company. (Don't you just hate it when it's over and the guy just get's dressed and leaves. Yuck)
Anyway, stay tuned. I'll have details from each meeting shortly.
p.s. I've already started lining up next weeks 'adventures' I just hope my dick holds up under the onslaught!
Update
Well, my big black stud just contacted me.. Looks like I'll be heading over their for 'lunch' today! Can't wait. He's got the biggest, tastiest cock I've ever had. YUMMMMMMMMMMM
See what I mean? So many men, so little time.
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Questions and observations regarding Young and Old
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Nov 4, 2005 8:18 am
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Just some rambling observations on the topic. I am really looking for some comments here and feedback, especially from the younger guys.
I've read a number of blogs out here on OP and it strikes me that there is a 'great silent debate' regarding young vs old that goes on, just below the surface. Well, maybe debate isn't a good word for it. Maybe tension? or dichotomy? I'm at a loss somewhat, to describe it in just one word.
Let me explain.
Being 47 myself, I certainly understand an older mans desire for a nice young, smooth, tight young guy. Heaven knows, I certainly wouldn't mind it. Not only in guys but girls. There's nothing like the 'freshness' of a nice 19-20 year-old. So innocent and vibrant. No wrinkles either
I quess part of this is just a natural attraction but I wonder, is part of it is a societal thing?
We're all bombarded with pictures and videos of young, toned and beautiful guys and girls and maybe we've become conditioned to the fact that these SHOULD be the objects of our desires.
I read the young bloggers posts and for the most part, the last thing in the world that they're looking for is some wrinkly 'old fart'.
They're all struggling with their own identity and issues. Some are still living at home, some are in school. All are trying to learn and grow just like we older guys did waaaaay back when.
Sometimes it seems like we're at a standoff that really can't be resolved, except for maybe those 'lucky' few older guys who can actually attract a younger man along with those few younger guys who actually look for an older man for whatever reasons.
Now, here are my questions and some observations:
Younger guys are typically great looking. They haven't really had the time to develop the middle age sags and paunch that most of us 40/50 year olds carry around with us. They also don't typicaly have the 'life' experience that an older guy has. Does this matter in the equation anywhere? Does this 'life' experience make up for the middle age paunch and wrinkles anwhere?
Older guys just SEEM more desperate at times. For a multitude of reasons no doubt, but a lot of times, I can almost sense the 'drool' from an older guys posts/emails when he's looking and dreaming of a younger guy. Is that what us 'older' guys REALLY want?
I'm not so sure. Sure, having a younger guy in the sack would be great but what about afterwards? It seems to me that we older guys have very little in common with the younger folks. Is that true? I mean sure, we're all human beings and we share a lot of feelings and emotions in common, but what about the day to day 'small stuff'? What music do you listen to, what food you eat, what do you like to do for fun?
It sometimes seems like we ARE worlds apart.
Younger guys are experimenting and testing the world that us older guys have already been through. They HAVE to do that. There's virtually no way of imparting that wisdom and knowledge that comes with age to a younger person and anyone who tries is destined for dissappointment. It's a VERY rare younger person who will even listen. They NEED to do this on their own. I know I did.
Being young, eager and somewhat innocent also opens the younger guys up to being used, big time. Older guys can become predatory when it comes to their desires. Luckily, most are benign and harmless but others.... well, I've already seen my share out here on OP, as I'm sure some of you have and they are NOT pretty. They don't belong here or anywhere for that matter.
Is it true that older guys will tell youngers guys whatever they think they want to hear, just to get them into bed? I think that in a lot of cases, it's probably true.
Are younger guys who are actually looking for an older guy trying to find a 'father figure'? Maybe. I tend to beleive that these guys are the MOST vulnerable and easy prey. Be careful!!!
For me, while a younger guy would definitly make for a good romp in the sack , I'll stick to the older folks. Men in their 40's and 50's mostly.
We ALL have been there and done that so to speak, and at least from my perspective, we have the ability to handle our emotions and desires in such a way as to truly enjoy each other.
At least that's what I've found. Keep in mind, I'm talking about pure sex here, not relationships. That's a whole different topic
Sure, we're a bit overweight, wrinkly, losing some hair where we should have it and growing it where shouldn't but really, I find a great deal of beauty still there.
I've been with a number of guys now and EVERY single one of them was handsome and gorgeous regardless of what the societal 'norm' might be.
They all had quite a lot of miles left in them so to speak, and for the most part, had very warm hearts and good hard cocks.
So, to end this rambling rant, here's to us older guys!! Keep your dicks hard, your cum sweet and creamy and your hearts warm and open!!
Peace
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