Cosmic Debris

This blog is a journal of my quest. I will always post from the heart and be totally and sometimes brutaly honest. Your comments are greatly appreciated.

Watersports (Update) Nov 3, 2005 5:46 am
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I completely forgot to post an update to the watersports post so, without further delay....

We ended up short on time, unfortunatly, and were not able to get into any watersports.

That being said, we DID have a wonderful time. 'ck' is a very handsome gay man with a very strong passion for sex. He's very thin with a killer ass, nice long legs and a very nice, fully shaved cock. (I like that) He's also a very good kisser and very sensual in nature.

He's also VERY good at sucking cock and gave me one of the best blowjobs I've ever had, period, bar none, ever, man or woman... What a way to spend a Saturday morning.

Of course, while he was doing that I was applying my own 'special' talents to his wonderful cock as well.

'ck' has piercings EVERYWHERE. He has one in his cock, one through is scrotum, one through the area between his scrotum and his anus and both of his nipples are pierced. I had a 'field day' exploring each and everyone of them.

He also has very large nipples (Like little pencil erasers) and that, coupled with the metal rings through each on of them, made for some very sensitive and fun nipple play.

We ended up in a 69 on the floor with me on the bottom (My favorite place) and 'ck' deepthroating me for all he was worth. Of course, I was doing the same...... Nothing like the feeling of a cock sliding down your throat is there?

I finally came and it was in actual buckets!! My first spurt flew over his head and mine and landed on the carpet behind me. I don't recall having had such a powerful orgasim since I was in my twenties! It was wonderful. 'ck' came at almost the same instant and covered my chest and belly with what seemed to be 2 gallons of thick, creamy cum. He enjoyed himself just as much as I did

'ck' and I are working on rescheduling again. This time, we'll make sure that we have plenty of time to delve into the 'wetter' aspects of his sexual life Stay tuned...

p.s. I also helped him with a computer problem he was having. I'm a handy guys to have around
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My first straight guy...... Nov 2, 2005 10:56 am
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Well almost He's had one other encounter with a guy and his wife, and actually had the other guys cock in his mouth for a brief moment but that's it.

He's coming down from Chicago next monday and I'm meeting him at his hotel downtown after work.

He's so cute, he asked me if he should buy me dinner or something. LOL

He's a bit nervous in that he has never had another guy suck is cock before. I can't blame him. I was nervous my first time also. He wanted to know what the 'plan' was.. LOL again!

(I'll unzip your pants, pull out your cock and start sucking! Yep, that's the plan man.. LOL!)

I told him that we'd meet in the bar, have a couple of drinks then head up to his room.

He then asked 'what about foreplay'?

I told him that the drinks WHERE the foreplay

Too funny!

He and I have been chatting/emailing and talking via phone for the past few days now. He's getting excited about it and can't wait. I think I've got him to the point where he's going to let me 'teach' him how to suck cock. Go figure.

No one ever taught me My experience is all OTJ so to speak..

Anyone have any experience or pointers on how to break a 'newbie' in?

Of course I'll be gentle and patient etc. But anything else? Should I put some peanut butter on my dick or something?

Can't wait. Btw, did I mention that he's a real cutie? He is... Yummmmmmmy

p.s. He WILL be buying the drinks
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4-way yesterday! Nov 2, 2005 8:15 am
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Good morning all. Well, our 4-way went off with out a hitch yesterday morning! All four showed up and we had a great time sucking and fucking and sucking and fucking etc.

Me, 'joey', 'sam' and 'skip' showed up at the no-tell motel by 6:30am yesterday. It was a dark, rainy and cold morning but we all made. We're just a bunch of major horndogs aren't we?

'joey' and I were there first. We waited for about 5 mins and 'sam' showed up. After waiting another 5 mins or so, 'sam' finally said the heck with waiting and stripped down. He's obviously not the shy type huh? The three of us started in and were all naked on the bed when there was a knock on the door. You've never seen 3 guys grab their cocks and jump off the bed for cover so fast... LOL. It was 'skip'. Thank god!

Anyway, 'skip' immediatly joined in and we all proceeded to please each other in virtuatlly EVERY way imaginible. The available combonations and positions where unlimited to say the least.

At one point, I was sucking on 'sam' while jacking both 'skip' and 'joey'.

I was also able to fullfill, at least in part, a live long fantasy. I was on my knees with 3 great cocks dangling in front of me, waiting for my attentions. Does life get any better? I slurped and sucked and deepthroated and stroked to my hearts content. The only sounds in the room were the occasional moan as I slid a cock down my throat and the sounds of me greedly slurping and sucking on cock after cock.

'sam' wanted to do the same thing so we finally traded places with him on his knees, 'servicing' all three of us.

There's no need to go into major details here, use your imagination and you'll probably come close in seeing what all we did over the course of the next two hours. Needless to say, a wonderful time was had by all. (I do feel sorry for the housekeeping people though)

Some observations:

Its funny, 4 guys in a waaaaaay small motel room can get VERY crowded. Initially, we all suffered a bit from what I can only term 'stage-fright' but that really, went away quickly. 'Wood' was achieved by all and put to good use.

Being an even number of guys, it was natural and easy to pair up. I was aware of this at all times and tried to 'mix' it up a bit.. I mean two pairs of guys 'doing' each other is cool and all, but really, why have four guys there if you can't take advantage of the 'extra' cocks and holes etc? I think that next time, I'll try to make sure that we have an odd number of guys, just to keep things interesting.

It's VERY tiring working on three cocks at once. I worked up a sweat a couple of times, mainly because we had the heat on but also because it's hard word to suck and stroke three cocks at once.. I'm not complaining mind you, just an observation. Both of my arms were tired and sore and my mouth, tongue and throat were worn out by the time we finished.

If you guys are going to try this, I advise you to KEEP THE FUCKING TV OFF!! Sheesh, guys. I don't know how many times I caught one or two of the guys watching the fucking news. Man, WTF. I finally walked over and turned the thing off. Now I know what women go through sometimes.. Hell, I think I've done it to my wife. Watching TV while she's giving me a B/J..

Obviously, bring LOTs of lube and rubbers. There never seems to be enough for some reason. Especially rubbers. It's easy to blow (no pun intended) through a box of those, real quick.

Extra toys are nice to have also. 'Skip' came in with an entire freaking suitcase full of dildos, rubber cocks, ouble cocks, jelly filed cocks, magic wands and vibrators etc. etc. Shoot, he even had a whip in there. He also had spare batteries. Man THIS guy was prepared huh?.

Well, that's about all to report other than the fact that we ALL had a great time.

Thanks to my partners (you guys know who you are Your all the best!!!
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Yet another why I'm doing this rant Oct 31, 2005 7:24 am
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Here's another 'why I'm doing this' rant.

SEXand to LEARN

Plain and simple. I'm not here looking for a LTR, I'm already in one of those. I'm not here looking to 'find' myself, I already know who I am. I realize that I'm cheating on my wife and I accept it and take total responsibility for it.

I'm here for sex. That's it. Specifically, sex with men.

I try to make sure, up front, that ALL my partners know this. I'm very open and upfront about it. I enjoy having sex with men and I'm having the time of my life, exploring my gay/bi side but I'm NOT looking for a LTR, emotional support or any type of vindication or absolution for what I do. Period.

That's not to say I don't care about the folks out here, because I do. I think for the most part that this is a wonderful community.

There are a great number of very warm and loving souls out here. Every day, I see those who are trying to help and support guys who are truly in need.

There are also a number of very very lonely people on this site who pour their hearts out in their blogging. I read as much as I can and I have my heart broken almost daily. The struggle against societal condemnation and the longing for love and acceptance is palpable.

I'm more than happy to help anyone in anyway that I can. I try to be supportive, I try to write positive comments to folks in their blogs, I refrain entirely from making ANY judgments or criticizing others and I hope others see me that way

There are also those among us who are just plain mean and nasty. We all know who those are. Predator is too nice a term for them.

I've had numerous messages posted in my blogs from a number of folks who have been critical of the fact that I'm married and that I consider my self bisexual. For the most part, I completely understand and accept the point of view, especially when it's given in honesty.

I do NOT accept the point of view that just because I'm here for sex and sex only, that I am NOT as good as others on this site or don't belong. I also do NOT accept that because I consider myself bisexual, I'm something less or dishonest or confused. I'm not.

I also do NOT view my partners as just 'numbers' or conquests etc. I see each and everyone as a human being and I treat them with respect and love. I truly enjoy pleasing my partners sexually and always have. My quest, while being selfish in nature, manifests itself with me actually providing each and every guy with a wonderful experience. At least, that's what they all say

Each of us have our own reasons for being here. We ALL share a common male bond and a desire for sex, for whatever the reasons and some of us here are truly looking for commitment and a LTR.

Most of the married guys I've been with typically live in a sexless marriage and need some sort of sexual release other than jacking off. They don't want to be with other women for whatever the reason, and have found that having sex with other men solves the issue with minimum hassle, no strings and very little drama etc.

Others, like me, are exploring our attraction to other guys for the first time.. Once again, for whatever the reasons.

I don't live in a sexless marriage and I do enjoy being with my wife, very much. I've also found that my curiosity regarding other men was and is well founded I enjoy being with men in a sexual situation. I truly enjoy sucking cock, exploring another mans body and pleasing him in all ways.

Men are incredibly sexy but for reasons different than women. Yes there are some commonalities and to both sexes. We're both humans after all and we share a lot of the same erogenous areas and feelings but, where women are soft and smooth, men are hard and rough. Women tend to process sex differently and they seem to require a great deal more time, effort and psychological focus. Men are much more 'animal' in nature. We require physical stimulus with less of the mental aspect. I think that we men tend to internally fantasize and visualize sex more so than women do while women tend to romanticize it. Hence the reason that most porn viewers are men.

That being said, I like the differences.

For all my life, I've always struggled and looked for a male father figure. Mainly because my own father passed away when I was 3 months old but also because, even after that, I never had a strong male figure to help or guide me.

For the longest time I was very hung up about the size of my cock. I used to think that I had a VERY small dick. However, since I started this quest, I've come to realize that I have a very nice sized cock. Not too big, not to small. Just right

As an aside, It's amazing what watching WAAAAY to many porno films will do to your own self image huh? Almost every porn flick I've ever seen has some guy with a foot long schlong in it. Well, while I've found out that in fact they are out there, most guys are NOT built like John Holmes. Most are like me or even smaller. I know have a new found confidence in myself which, if nothing else, has made this journey very worthwhile for me.

Of course, that's not all that I've gotten from this 'quest'

I've made at least 3 new friends not just for sex but for other things.

I have a new found respect for all gay/bisexual men and for the struggles, both internal and external, that they must endure.

I have found that men, for the most part, are a lot warmer, tender and more gentle than I really ever thought possible. It's been an eye opening experience in this regard. Maybe it's because I've been with bi/gay guys and have some sort of unreal expectation here. I don't know if actual straight guys follow the traditional pattern more so or what.

ALL of my lovers have been incredibly kind, thoughtful, warm, open, honest, gentle and caring. These are NOT traits that I have seen normally associated with men. So what gives here? Maybe the stereotypes are wrong huh?

This is probably the greatest lesson that I've learned so far.

So, why I'm doing this? To learn!! And of course, have lot's of SEX!!
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My first! Oct 26, 2005 6:55 am
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I had a wonderful surprise yesterday. My first black man!

'Donnie' and I met on another site and have been trading emails and chats for about a week. Real nice guy, nice photos etc.

Well, he hit me up on chat yesterday right at lunch time and as luck would have it, I was able to get free for a lunchtime/nooner.

He lives right around the corner from my office so I was there in a heartbeat. (Alans home B/J service delivers!!)

As always, the initial walk in was just a bit awkward. It's funny, two guys, each knowing EXACTLY what we're there for but who breaks the ice first? How do you get down to it?

Well, not being the shy type, of course I was the one. I sat down on his chair, pulled him close and basically tore off his sexy little shorts, leaving him in his briefs.

Now, those of you who have followed my blogs know that this is my FAVORITE part. A new lover, standing there in front of me, all of the anticipation and excitement and curiousity of a new cock to explore.

Well, I pulled down his briefs and was greeted by one of the biggest fucking cocks I've ever seen. Just fucking HUGE! Not to sound stereotypical or anything, but I guess all the stories I've heard COULD be true huh?

Anyway, I started stroking that magnificent cock and in moments it was rock hard. I sliped my lips over his enormous head and ran my tongue around and under it, slurping loudly. I think I let out a soft moan at that point, it was just absolutely DELICIOUS! I engulfed his cock and slowly worked my way down, feeling his shaft slide down my throat until I had buried him to the hilt. At that point, HE started letting out soft moans and was rocking his hips back and forth, pumping his enormous cock in and out of my mouth and down my throat.

Could it get any better? You bet!

At this point, passion took over and we both got fully undressed and moved to the couch.

His cock was already leaking some very sweet pre-cum and I slowly licked it off the tip of his dick. I looked into his eyes and said, YUMMMM Then moved up and gave him a deep, passionate kiss which surprised him momentarily and then he responded just as passionately.

I proceded to explore the rest of his wonderfully hard/muscular and sweet young body with my tongue. He as a pierced nipple which was VERY senstive. I started sucking on it while I was stroking that throbbing cock of his and he let out a huge moan and looked at me and said, "Man your good"

I know.. I am

We continued like this for quite sometime, eventually ending up in a 69 with him on top and his incredible cock, lodged completely down my throat to the point where I could not breath.

His cock was slightly curved upwards so the 69 position actually makes it easier to slide it down my throat. Which I was more than happy to do

Those of you who enjoy this type of thing know what I'm talking about. Is there any better feeling?

I ran my hands across his tight smooth ass cheeks and around and under his balls, cupping them slightly as I worked his cock over with my tongue, throat and lips.

Anyway, this continued for quite sometime until finally, neither of us could stand it anymore. He was deep throating me, I had his cock down my throat and we BOTH exploded simultaneously into a mess of man goo. Thick white strands of cum flying everywhere.

I think it's the very first time I've ever actually had a simultaneous orgasim with another man. Usually, one cums before the other etc etc.

This was fantastic to say the least.

'Donnie' is gorgeous. What a great cock, fantastic body, killer ass and he tastes just as sweet as his personality is..

We've decided to make this a somewhat regular thing, seeing as he's so close by my office etc.

I can't wait for the next time.

WOW!!!
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4-way next Tuesday morning ! Oct 25, 2005 6:54 am
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Well, I wasn't able to get quite as many guys together for my fantasy fuck-fest but still, a 4-way will be great!

Just imagine, three lucious cocks to slurp on at the same time.. (Four if you count mine I'll be on my knees immediatly. Just the thought of having those three great big cocks dangling in front of me, waiting for my attention turns me on SOOOOO much.

Not to mention three sweet little asses to play with.. Could life get any better than this?

All are real nice guys, all are willing to experiment and have fun. I'm also bringing the camera equipment so we should have plenty of pics. Of course, I've done that before and ended up getting so 'busy', we didn't take any pics. LOL

I can't wait. I'll let you all know how it goes. Hopefully, I'll still be able to walk afterwards
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Watersports Oct 24, 2005 6:44 am
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Ok, I have a question for all you wonderful guys out there: What the heck is up with Golden Showers etc?

I've met a new guy online and hopefully, he and I will be getting together next Saturday. After trading emails, chatting a bit and watching a fun webcam of him yesterday I thought I'd gotten a pretty good idea about what he was 'into'. Of course, I always ask. I like to know up fron, as I'm sure you folks do, what the other guy likes, wants, expects etc. I find that it makes the sex much better if everyone is upfront in their desires etc.

Anyway, out of the blue yesterday he tells me that he wants to 'drink me'. Ok, I initially thought he was talking about cum. Cool. No problems there guy. Suck or stroke my cock long enough and you will be able to drink all the cum you want

Nope, he wasn't talking about cum. He wants to drink my piss. He wants me to piss all over him and he wants to drink it.

Now, I'm certainly no prude and I have been around the block quite a few times. I've heard of golden showers and while it's not something that I want done to me, hey, I'm open minded. If the guy wants me to piss on him and he wants to drink it, who am I to say no?

My questions are these:

Does this go on a lot? (ie, are there a lot of you out there that partake in this specific indulgenc?

Are there health ramifications that I need to be aware of?

Is there anything 'special' that I need to do before hand to make my pee 'tastier'?

Are there any pointers regarding how I should 'pee' on this gentlement? I would think that getting piss in the eye would hurt etc?

I have talked to one friend who's opinion in all matters regarding M2M sex I respect and value highly. Unfortunatly, while he has been asked to this before, he's 'pee shy' and was unable to. Not a lot of help there huh?

Who knows, maybe I'm 'pee shy' also? Guess I'm going to find out.

Anyway, any thoughts, experiences, insights that you might be able to provde will be greatly appreciated.

Thanks!
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The joys of masturbation... Oct 20, 2005 11:42 am
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Ah, now here's a topic that's near and dear to my own heart. Masturbation. We all do it, don't we?

I know I do. Non-stop. Have been since I realized I had a dick. Shoot, I can't possibly even think of all the times, places and ways that I've jacked off in my life. I bet that if I had saved all of the cum from everyone of those orgasims, I'd have enough to fill a supertanker. We're talking bbl here guys. Like they measure oil. LOL

I LOVE masturbating and have cum up with all kinds of different ways to get myself off, over the years. Shoot, I get off on just feeling my dick in my hand. Soft at first, then slowly getting firmer until finally it's ROCK HARD. As someone else said in a different blog, it feels like Velvet Steel. Perfect description.

I love teasing myself also. Seeing how many times I can bring myself right to the bring but stopping just short.

I've been so horny at times I've whacked of and cum 3-4 times in succession. Finally relieved to the point where my dick isn't hard anymore.

Let's see, where are the strangest/weirdess/most 'wicked' places that I've ever masturbated.. Hmmmm.... Here's the 5 that I can remember. (There's more, just not thinking clearly right now, all the blood is flowing to my dick

1) In temple. Yep. Had to. I was at a youth organization weekend and the pretty little girls and boys got me so fucking hot that I just HAD to whack off. Either that or walk around with a tent in my pants. I slipped behind the curtains in the rec hall and whacked away spewing my cum all over the back of those pretty blue curtains. I bet those stains are still there....

2) Back seat of my parents car. (While they were in the front seat. Long freakin road trip. Besides, if I don't cum at LEAST 1-2 a day, I explode. So, I slipped my hand down my shorts while they were busy navigating us down the road and, boom. cum all over my nice pair of shorts AND the backseat.

3) Hospital.. I used to work in one and used to find all kinds of little nooks and crannys to hide in and jack off.

4) Outdoors. Shoot, can't COUNT the times I've whacked off outdoors. Virtually in public. People are, for the most part, so blind to what's going on around them I once climbed a firetower/lookout and whacked off while all my friends were looking for me down below..

5) Movie theater. My buddy 'Chris' and I snuck into a XXX theater, we were waaaaay underage, watched the flick and jacked off together to it. We were trying to see who could cum the fastest. Of course, it problably would have been a surprise if we WEREN'T jacking off in that place

So, where have you jacked off? Cum on, share with us all the different, strange, unique places that you've spanked the monkey..
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OP strikes.. Oct 20, 2005 11:24 am
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Well, it finally happened to me. I guess OP didn't like something about a blog I wrote yesterday and they refused to post it. Oh well. It's not like I spent the better part of yesterday morning writing the darn thing

It was a rant and it was political in nature, so I guess it really was kind of 'off topic'.

From now on I will focus 100% on sex, emotions/feelings etc. Don't want to get censored LOL

-tm
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And the sex just keeps on getting better and better..... Oct 19, 2005 1:45 pm
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What in the world have I gotten myself into here on OP?

Man, I can't find enough time to have sex with all the guys I keep meeting. It's like every day/week, someone else emails or winks or something...

I feel for the guys who are not getting any out here. Maybe you guys should move or something. It seems like Indy is just crawling with hot gay/bisexual guys all wanting to make hot monkey love!

Not only that but now I've also joined up with SilverDaddies and wow! My profile had been up for exactly 1 minute and I had 5 emails... Two of which have already turned into meetings, one of which was great! (I'm not going to blog about the other meeting, wasn't so great.. btw, that was my first 'bad' experience. 'nuff said)

Now this other guy is very interesting. We had a great session the other day and now he's not only wanting some M2M sex but he wants to share me with his wife. (Actually his wife to be)

Soooooo, being the horny bisexual that I am, I've said yes.

I know, I know, I'm crossing that line I said I wouldn't. I'm sorry but I just can't help it. Being in a MMF 3-way has ALWAYS been one of my major fantasies and now it's about to cum true....

She's cute with a great ass and hornier than hell.. (Yep, I've already met her). He's nice, a bottom, great cock and he's also hornier than hell. He also shares my desire to eat pussy and suck cock at the same time so we'll have to 'fight' for that honor I guess

Well, we're going to it. Hopefully we can schedule everyone together sometime next week.

We're also looking for a 3rd bi-guy to help us out. Her major fantasy is to be with three guys at once.

She also enjoys fucking guys with a strap-on and watching guys getting it on together and cumming all over her.

The positions are endless. Any takers in the Indy area??? This is going to happen with or without the 3rd guy sometime in the next week or so.

-tm

p.s. Stay tuned!! I'll definitly be writing about this experience... Play safe y'all..
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