Cosmic Debris

This blog is a journal of my quest. I will always post from the heart and be totally and sometimes brutaly honest. Your comments are greatly appreciated.

What is it about cock...... Sep 27, 2005 2:54 pm
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that we all like so much? Obviously, we all share the same desire, need and love of cocks but what exactly is it that makes us so attracted to them?

For me at least, I think part of the answer lies in between my own legs. I love my cock and always have. It's my best buddy, never let's me down and is always there for me. Ok ok, enough of that crap... Really though, I've masturbated my whole life. I can't even begin to count how many times over the past 47 times that I've stroked and pounded my 'pud' to a warm and sticky conclusion. I truly enjoy it as I'm sure most, if not all of you do.

I love the feel of it in my hand. Soft at first, smooth and so very warm. Then it grows and becomes stiffer and harder until it's standing at full attention. It throbs seemingly with a mind of its own. I can make it 'thump' by sqeezing my anal sphencter.

The skin is so soft but underlying that softness, is a very rigid shaft that feels so hard. It starts to leak sweet precum.

The head is just such an erotically shaped thing. How many places have I stuck that thing in my life? Who knows. Once again way to many to count but it's always led the way. The little hole at the tip, acting like a search light, guiding the rest into the darkest, wettest depths of another human beings essence. Man or woman.

I love cock. Sucking on a soft cock and feeling its slowly grow inside my mouth until it's as rigid as steel but still with that incredibly soft skin. The smell and slightly salty taste of it as it slowly slips down my throat. Feeling my partner/lover rise and fall in rythem with my mouth. Hearing his breathing quicken and feeling his cock throb as I slowly lick from one end to the other then around the head and the phrenel. Tasting the sweet mixture of my own saliva mixed with his precum Cupping his balls in my hand and giving them just a little squeeze. Slowly parting my lips again and then engulfing, first his head then the whole shaft. Down down down the entire shaft. The tickling sensation as my lips and face meet his pubic hairs.

Again and again until I feel the tell tale throbbing of his cock. The quickening of his breath. I know he's going to cum now. I feel his balls tighten and his cock starts to spasm uncontrolably. His ass and stomach muscles tighten. His legs go rigid and then his cum starts spurting out, filling my mouth and covering me with his sperm. I pump him with my mouth and my hand, making sure to get every last drop.

We fall together in the 'afterglow' of a job well done. His cock starts to go limp but I continue to play with it. It's ultra-sensitive but I continue to gently carress it until he can't stand it anymore.. We're both spent.

What a wonderful thing..

Cocks ARE truly amazing. They respond immediatly to stimuli, physical or mental. There's never any doubt about a guy being horny!

They are one of the most, if not THE most erotically charged symbols in the world. Everyone understands when they see any kind of phallic symbol, exactly what it means. There's no gray area.

They have such a beautiful shape. They come big or small, thick, thin, cut or uncut. Bent upwards or downwards. There's a cock out there to match virtually anyones desires or dreams. What a wonderfully 'democratic' appendage.

They come in different colors also.. Dark, light and every shade in between. A lot of times, they have multiple different shades all wrapped up in one. Some are very smooth, some have great big veins that throb and course with blood. Some are wrinkly. Uncut cocks add even more variety. Their foreskins can take soooo many different shapes and sizes. Some cover the dick head completely, others only partially leaving the head to peek out at ya.

There's no such thing as a bad cock.

Besides, all the ones that I've come across so far have been atttached to really nice guys which is, after all, the best part

So, that's my thoughts. Please share yours. I'd love to hear them....
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The Quest continues (3-way tomorrow morning!) Sep 27, 2005 11:36 am
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Well, for those of you following my quest and for those of you who were disappointed about last weeks cancelled 3-way, (as I was) tomorrow morning, it's back on again!!

My main partner and I are hosting a new guy first thing tomorrow morning before work. Always puts a smile on my face for the rest of the day..

He's a nice guy, very much a bottom and has the major fantasy of being fucked while sucking on someone else.. Sound familiar??? (I have that very same fantasy He's not very experienced but very curious and wants to please.

He's uncut, very willing and wants me to teach him how to deepthroat. He's come to the right guy...

Stay tuned for the 'after action report' tomorrow !!!

Update

Ok, our new partner was a no show. Don't understand why or what happened. Sheesh. Oh well. My main partner showed and we had a great time. Let me tell you, he has one great dick!! It was nice to be with him again. As I've said before, not only does he have a great dick but it comes attached to one heck of a nice guy. So, the morning wasn't a total waste. I can still taste and smell him on me
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Ok, here's the obligitory list of things you don't know about me :) Sep 26, 2005 7:45 am
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After perusing these blogs and others, I've found that at least 90% of them include a list of things, or multiple lists of things, that you either don't know, don't want to know, want to know, never had any idea or need to know etc etc.

So, here's mine.. These are in no particular order and really, just a free form brain dump .. Enjoy and please, feel free to respond with your own list

I lost my virginity when I was 12 to two girls who basically " " me. New Years Eve, Miami Beach, 1970.

My father died when I was 3 months old. Never new the man.

I've lived in Israel on a Kibbutz (If you need to ask, go google it) for 2 1/2 years during the '70s

I've ALWAYS been curious about guys and have held a very secret desire to suck on cocks since before I can remember. (Finally have done it)

I'm probably more gay than I realize even though I really do like having sex with women

I'm a major foot fetish (Womens only though)

I wish my dick was bigger. (I'm just glad that's it rock hard 99% of the time. At 47, that's about as good as it gets)

I truly enjoy sucking on cock. I love to deepthroat big time

I'm Jewish. (If you haven't figured that out already)

I no longer believe in god.. (haven't for quite sometime)

I love people who can be spontaneous, adventerous and have a 'zest' for life instead of sitting around watching the TV.

Speaking of which, I firmly believe that TV (and the media in general) have ruined this country and history will show that TV specifically, was the cause of the downfall of America..

I love America and am soooo thankful that I live here.

I really do love my wife. She's my best friend and I would never ever leave her for anything. (Sorry guys)

I worry about her though. (She's had 3 strokes and is diabetic)

I love my dogs and can't understand people who don't

I believe that we are ALL brothers and sisters and we share a lot more with each other and all living things in this universe, both physically and spirtually then we want to think.

Well, that's it for now. Hopefully I haven't bored you with this too much. Can't wait to see your list...
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My ass! Sep 25, 2005 1:10 pm
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I'm a virgin. Well, kinda (LO. As I've noted elsewhere in my blog, my main partner and I have tried the anal thing. It was uncomfortable for me. He was able to work his very wide load inside of me but, for me, it wasn't the most pleasurable experience. Not that it hurt, it was just more uncomfortable than I expected. I have 'practiced' with dildos before but really, now that I think of it, each one of those practice sessions occured while I was fairly drunk! LOL... I guess I was nice and 'loose' so to speak.....

Maybe some of you 'bottoms' out there can help me out with some suggestions? How do you get loosened up? Are you afraid of having poop in your butt? How do you get around that? Is there some kind of diet or excerise I should be looking at that would help?

I really really really do want to feel him inside of me. I want to fuck the heck out him, well, I quess it would be more accurate to say that I'd like to have him fuck the hell out of me..

I've fantasized about it forever. Lord knows how may times I've jacked off while imagining a nice hard cock sliding in and out of my ass. I guess the reality is a bit different.

Interesting.

I would love to be on top, slowly sliding his manly member into my ass. Taking it to the hilt and then slowly, rising and lowering my ass. Faster and faster. My cock flopping back and forth, up and down. Using my ass to stroke his cock. Playing with his cock, using my sphincter muscle to caress his cock.. Feeling his fullness and his massive dick head, stretching my anus and filling me up with his hard cock. Both of us matching the others thrust until he can't stand it anymore and explodes with a huge orgasim.

See? I've got it right in my mind Now I just need to translate it into reality.

We're going to try again soon. He's a very patient guy and want's nothing in the world more than to please me. So, I know I've got the right guy to help me truly pop my cherry.
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Ode to the Quickie :) (And a new addition to my quest) Sep 23, 2005 7:06 am
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Ok, so I'm a bit of a hypocrite. If you've read my last post (Romance Anyone?) you will have heard be bemoaning the fact that we, us guys, don't really do romance. Well, it's true. We don't. I do long for it but.....

Here's where I get hypocritical: I also love the quickie. You know the type of encounter: both or all are so damn horny and heavy with 'anticipation' that all you can do is find a safe spot, drop the pants and commence with whatever your fondest desires maybe. Quick, to the point, no messing around, no discussions, no 'foreplay', no games just instant sexual satisfaction. Slam bam thank ya Sam. A quick cleanup and we're on our way. Have a nice day.

I mention all of this because, yep you guessed it, that's what I did yesterday at lunch. Met a new partner here on OP, a few emails and we setup an initial meeting in a nice little bar around the corner from our offices at lunchtime. Well, I could tell from the tone of the latest emails that 'Larry' was really 'up' for more than just an initial meeting. We decided to dispense with the formalities and just meet in one of our cars to 'talk'.. Riiiight

Quick side note here: I personally do NOT like having sex in public places with men. Especially not in a car and even more so, ESPECIALLY not in a park or something. The cops patrol those parks routinely looking for guys just like me.. No thank you.

Ok, so we meet. 'Larry' climbs into my SUV and we take off into the hinterlands. We talk, both of us NOT saying the one thing the other really wants to hear. I kind of play a bit coy at first, just cause sometimes, I like to see what the other guys reaction is and see if he'll make the first move or not But finally, we're out in the great American Heartland, miles and mile of nothing but miles and miles (mainly corn mind you and I say ok. Enough of this. I reach over, grab is 'package' and say, "so, what's going on down here?" Classy line huh? Well, needless to say that's all it took. In an instant, 'Larry' had his pants down around his ankles and I was stroking his cock to a full erection. Of course, all the while still driving. We find a nice little secluded spot. In reality, just a wide spot in the road where we could see in all directions, I stopped the truck, and in a flash, my pants were down around my ankles and 'Larry' was sucking my cock to full attention. So, were both sitting there, in the middle of nowhere, on a little country road in the midst of all the cornfields, sucking and stroking with both our pants around our ankles. Of course, wouldn't you know it, at that moment I look up and spot a car heading our way. I quickly put the truck in gear and start pulling away slowly, 'Larry' still stroking and sucking me for all he was worth. This goes on for quite some time. We find what seems to be a deserted spot, stop, suck and stroke, car comes along, put in back in gear and start driving again. Sheesh.. You know, I've had a million blow jobs while driving, it's fun, kind of dangerous and a challenge to try and keep your mind on the road and at the same time, keep your dick hard

Anyway, we finally find a perfect spot, pull in and go at it in earnest. Sucking, stroking, fondling etc. Bing, bang, boom, we both cum a gusher.. Wipe up, zip up, drive back to the parking lot, have a nice day, cyma later.

Quick, relatively easy, no mess (Well you know what I mean to fuss, no commitment, no romance, no emotion just pure flat out animal lust, sex and gratification.

There are times I guess when that's all we really want.

For the record, 'Larry' was my second uncut cock. I'm really getting to like that. It's a very nice change of pace... Besides, uncut cocks are just sooo cute looking aren't they? The little dick head seems to be hiding from yak and peeking out saying, here I am, come suck on me

Ok, it's Friday and I'm losing it.. You guys have a great weekend and keep watching my quest. More major fun coming up in the next couple of weeks!!!!
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Romance anyone? Sep 21, 2005 7:08 am
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Ok, so I'm finding out that the age old adage regarding the way men and women view sex is 100% correct.

"Women need a reason, men just need a place"

Can anything be truer than that? We're all just a bunch of 'horn-dogs' looking to get to the orgasmic delights as quickly as possible.

All of the guys I've been with will drop their drawers in a nano-second without the slightest hesitation. Foreplay? Shoot, that consists of emails and getting registered at a no-tell motel. We're horny, we have a place, dispense with the BS and let's start sucking and fucking... Of course, once that's been accomplished it's pretty much, "see later alligator". Rinse and repeat as necessary.

I'm a true romantic at heart. I really love the whole 'game'. Flowers, wine, cheese, soft candelight, nice jazz sets a mood. Good conversation that helps set the expectations, laughter, the heavy sweet air of anticipation, the internal feeling of butterflys in your stomach as your mind races through all of the possible fantasies that you've ever dreamed that just might be about to come true.

Instead I always get the dropped drawers, down on the knees, start sucking routine. Sheesh. Guys, we can do better than this...

We really need to learn how to take our time with our partners. We need to connect on all levels, not just physically. There SHOULD be an emotional bond created. After all, we're sharing the most intimate parts of ourselves both physically and emotionally. We're accepting one another into our bodies and hopefully, if we're doing things in a way that I feel is appropriate, we're looking to please the other instead of just being there for our own self-satsisfaction and gratification.

Maybe that's the problem? We ARE all just a bunch of selfish 'horn-dogs' in the end, just looking to get off.

If so, that's really kind of sad. There can be so much more.

I'm not really talking about long term commitment here, I am talking about friendship and a special bond that's created when two people choose to share themselves with each other.

I read through the blogs on this site daily. Time and time again I come across some lonely guys who are searching for a connection. Searching for that emotional bond that I'm speaking of and not finding it.

Hey don't get me wrong, I enjoy having sex with men, alot! In many ways, I enjoy it even more than sex with women. Surprisingly though, the things that I enjoy most have very little to do with the sex acts themselves. I truly enjoy the comraderie. Sharing things with guys that only guys can share with one another. We understand each other a whole lot better than we probably want or care to think about and certainly more than women ever give us credit for. In my own experience, guys tend to be more open and honest with each other, once there is an actual connection.

My current partners have ALL been so very open and sharing with me. (Not to mention great in the sack!) I thank you all very very much for helping me on my quest. I guess I've been lucky. But, I'm still missing that emotional bond and the romance..
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Fetishes Sep 20, 2005 12:44 pm
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I'm a major foot fetish. Have been all my life. There's almost nothing that get's me more turned on than a perfect pair of peds.

For some reason though, I'm only turned on by womens feet. Maybe because women typically take better care, I don't know. It's strange.

I love the summer time around here. That's when all the women start walking around in sandals and baring their lovely toes. Toe polish (red or frenched especially), toe rings and other jewlery makes me hot.

I'm so sad when the fall and winter arrive. All the pretty feet go into hiding..

I love feet with high arches and perfectly formed toes. I tend to like them thin but really, as long as their bare and beautiful, I'm a drooling mess..

I tend to notice womens feet and shoes a lot. It's typically the first thing I look at on a women.

Have you ever experienced a good foot job given by someone with gorgeous sexy feet?? It's an experience worth it's weight in cum, believe me.

I also love legs and tight asses But that's for another day
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TS/TG?? Sep 20, 2005 7:31 am
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I have a major facination with transgendered folks. I'm sure it's related to my bisexuality. I've always seen transgendered individuals as the 'best of both worlds'. Especially male to female. (I don't think I've ever met a female to male TG)

I've know a few TGs and each pretty much had the same story to tell. They did handle their transformations quite a bit differently though.

One had not come out. She was married, her wife obiviously knew about it, but she chose to maintain a facade outside of her home. I don't think that she was ever really happy.

Another was a co-worker. He finally came out, went full fem, started hormones etc and handled the situation very very well. She made sure to a) send all of her fellow co-workers an email explaining, in detail, her choice and what exactly she had gone through and was going to go through. She also followed that up with a personal letter to each and everyone of us, further explaining things like how we should address her (She changed her name), what restroom she would use and other more pertinent day to day things. Very classy! She was also VERY hot

I would have to say that she made the 100% correct decision. She looked to be MUCH happier as a women than she ever was as a man. Note: she also has a young daughter to contend with, that lived with her. Man, talk about guts!!

Anyway, back to my main point here I have always had a major fantasy about being with a TS/TG. Not just a CD but a full blown, pre-op TS/TG. For me, that would absolutely be the best of both worlds. The soft skin, womanly curves, shapely ass, gorgeous legs and silky feet (See my next post about fetishes all coupled with a big 'ol hard cock and nice balls. Sheesh.. (I'm getting hard just thinking about the possiblities!) Could a bisexual ask for anything more??

If I wasn't married, I would probably be actively seeking a TS/TG as a LTR partner/wife. I could think of nothing better than to have someone all to myself that incorporates the best of all things. I would be more than happy to come out of the closet for such a relationship. The rest of the world be damned. (Shoot, I'd be walking around for the rest of my life with the biggest grin on my face you ever saw)

I am also a hopeless romantic. Unfortunatly, romance really doesn't seem to work on guys very well (At least none that I've met so far) I have to think that a TS/TG would appreciate my romantic side more. (I'll be posting more on this subject later

If any TS/TGs read this, I certainly do NOT mean to offend. If I've said anything that you feel is offensive please, let me know.. I have always felt uncomfortable with labels and still do. I hate referring to people as TS/TG etc. but I don't know any other way.

Meanwhile, I will continue my quest to find a tranny who will help me fullfill my ultimate fantasy. Any takers?
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Are you a top or bottom?? Sep 19, 2005 9:17 am
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First, I'm not sure I'm comfortable with the labels to begin with.. That being said, I'm curious. I've only bottomed once and that was briefly. It was ok but uncomfortable. Not really in a painful way, just uncomfortable. We stopped at that point and moved on to other things

I have not ever topped, with a guy. I've screwed a few women in the ass and really enjoyed it. As did they for that matter. I've tried it before and for some reason, lost my hard on almost imediatly. Interesting phenomenon for me considering my dick is hard 24/7.. What the heck was up with that??

I've always dreamt about having a cock in my ass. I've played/toyed with dildos before and really enjoyed it. I'm just not sure why I can't do it with another guy? Anybody have any insight?

My current partner is very understanding, very gentle and willing to please me in all ways. We have a good sexual relationship and have a lot of fun together. He want's me to top with him but I've been a bit hesitant to try. Not sure why, considering that I've always been very open to new things. Very strange..

He's been mentioning it more and more lately and I know he really want's it. From what he's told me, he's only bottomed once so for him, it must be something special. I want to please him but I am afraid that I won't be able to.

Any and all comments will be greatly appreciated..
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3-way!! Sep 19, 2005 8:44 am
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I'm so excited and looking forward to tomorrow morning. 'Sam' and I have hooked up another partner for a 3-way. Nice guy, around the same age, married and exploring his bi-side. With the added plus of having an uncut cock. (I'm learning that I really enjoy playing with that foreskin, sorry to all you guys who keep looking for that unsuccessfully. Seems like that's all I'm attracting these days!

He shares the same fantasies that we ('Sam' and do. He's a bottom who want's to suck on a cock while having someone slide his cock in/out of his ass. Sound familiar to anyone??

Stay tuned. I'll let you know how it goes.

Update

Well, we had some pretty heavy t-storms rumble through the area last night and it looks like one of my partners sustained some damage. He's not going to be able to make it this morning. We are going to reschedule for next week so.... Stay tuned
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