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Quickie.....
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Jun 8, 2006 7:35 am
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No, not that kind... 
Well, it's been a while since I've posted anything so here's a quick update on my status etc.
Ribs et. al. are healing quite nicely... I'm finally off all the pain meds and really, I'm starting to feel much better. No more sharp pain and even when I cough or sneeze, what pain there is, is quite tolerable. Whew...
The wifey and I are still together and remain committed to each other.. We do have our ups and downs and of course, we have NOT had any sex since I came out...
Our discussions are still some times very difficult but for the most part, at least from my vantage point, things seem to be getting a bit better.
Hopefully, time will heal all wounds and eventually, trust will be rebuilt.. I continue to remain hopeful.
Of course, the SMW still lusts after men and their wonderful cocks. I can't help it. After having my first taste of a nice juicy cock well over a year ago, all other forms of sexual expression now pale in comparison.
My mind AND libido will forever be totally aroused and charged by the just the mere thought of a nice, hard, dripping, throbbing, fully functional and erect dick.
This part is the hardest to deal with. I want my cock and I want to eat it too Plastic/rubber dildo's, no matter how lifelike, are a poor substitute at best for the real thing.
I remain obsessed by all things male.. I can't help or stop myself from looking at all three legged human beings as potential sexual partners.
I sit in my local Starbucks with my coffee 'clutch' friends who are all VERY straight, and while they're checking out all the major babes, I laugh and participate but in reality I'm checking out all the hunky looking guys and daydreaming about what each one has to offer.
I fantasize about being in bed with each one.. Exploring their hard little bodies, engulfing their 'turgid' manhood, satisfying that 'clit' that I have down deep in the back of my throat.
I explore each and everyone fully with my tongue. Running it from the tip of their toes to the top of their heads, not missing a single millimeter of anything in between.
The feel of their cocks in my hand, velvet steel as I call it. The heaviness of their balls, cupped in my gentle but strong hands. The 'tickle' of their hairiness against my cheek, the quickening of their breath as I slowly run my finger tips along the length of their cocks while gently nibbling and sucking on their nipples, squeezing their ass cheeks, allowing my fingers to pull their asshole open, just slightly and enough to insert my finger. Ever so gently while I continue to slide his wonderful cock down my throat, all the way to the hilt, then back out... Flicking my tongue around and across his throughly engorged head. Feeling his cock, flex and throb with each movement and touch.
WOW! Ok, 'nuff of that stuff... I now have a rock hard dick and NOWAY or place to relieve myself. Sheesh...
See what I mean though? I can go off in a nanosecond when it comes to men and their incredible cocks. Some days I truly WISH I had been born a girl. My God, could you even imagine the type of slut that I would have been??
Definitely world class
Cheers to all..
p.s. As a side note, where the heck have all the old bloggers gone? It seems that all of the 'best and brightest' have left us? (Of course, this is NOT meant to disparage those that are still here... You guys still rock!)
I haven't been out here much lately but I really notice the absence... This does NOT make the SMW happy.
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