Cosmic Debris

This blog is a journal of my quest. I will always post from the heart and be totally and sometimes brutaly honest. Your comments are greatly appreciated.

Ok, a FULL hearted SMW post :) (Also a tribute of sorts) Mar 27, 2006 7:21 am
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Well, this is the post that PLANNED on making this morning. I've had a gallon or two of coffee a couple of smokes and am in a much better mood now.

Ya know, I've been with a lot of men (and woman) over the past year. A LOT. I truly appreciate every single person I've been with for happily lending me their bodies to play with.....

(Some have even lended me their minds, but that's a whole different blog)

There are a few that stick out (no pun intented) in my mind and deserve 'special' recognition for sure.

Number one on this list is my friend 'Don' (Names changed to protect the innocent of course)

Don and I met early on in my 'career' as the SMW and just hit it off. He's just SUCH a nice, gentle soul who loves to have fun. I was never into kissing another guy until I met Don. In fact, it always kind of turned me off. Don changed all of that big time. He's just SUCH a great kisser. He's also a cute and hairy little monkey That's kind of interesting also 'cause typically, I like my men smooth, not hairy.

But once again, mr Don changed all that.

Unfortunatly, he's been away/out of town so much on business for the past couple of months, literally, that we haven't had a chance to spend any time together. Don, if your reading this, I miss ya buddy! I was good chatting with ya the other day. Get back here to Indy and I promise, the SMW will curl your toes for ya....

Oh, did I mention that he has one of my FAVORITE cocks also? WOW. It's not overly long but it is as thick as can be. Plus it's REAL tasty. I just love playing it with. That and it's attached to one of the greatest, sexiest guys around.

Ok, now to my t-girl friend 'Janie'. What can I say. She's terrific. So cute, sexy and hot. She's got a fantastic pair of legs, killer ass, great cock, loves to kiss and just looks SO fucking hot in a mini-skirt.. WOW. She's also VERY passionate and gives some of the best blow jobs around. But wait, it get's even better. (For the SMW at least) She has sexy little feet and is learning how to give me fantastic foot jobs. Since the SMW is also a major foot fetish, I'm talking heaven on earth here guys

Mark is in a class by himself. He's got one of the biggest cocks I've ever seen. WOW! I'll never forget the first time I unzipped his pants and pulled that monster out. I almost fainted. It's at least 11-12" and thick as can be. This is a MAJOR dick guys. Even better, it's attached to one of the hardest, sexiest bodies around. He also has a pierced nipple and just LOVES it when I chew on it. Man, he is a walking fucking sex machine....

The Pretty Princess Elaine. What can I say here. She's as sexy as they come. Open, honest and just a blast to be around. If I was single, I would sweep her off her feet and the two of us would go riding happily into the sunset forever. 'nuff said there...

Mr Bob.. He was my first and as such, will ALWAYS old a very dear spot in my heart. He is such a caring, gentle and understanding guy. He helped create the SMW... He is a unique individual, which is what attracted me to begin with. He's also got a great, long cock and MAN, can this guy cum. Never seen anything like it. I call him Mr Firehose sometimes

And last but CERTAINLY not least is 'Fred'. He lives in a small house out in the middle of nowhere Indiana, is VERY intelligent, gay (not bi) and just such a nice guy. He also breaks my heart on a routine basis. He's lonely and needs a fella.. I do what I can but it's not the same is it? Guys, here's a prefect partner for someone. He's also just a lot of fun to 'play' with.. Very passionate guy, great kisser and cuddler.. The complete package, just waiting for the right guy to come along....

Well, there's the short list. There are MANY MANY more but these folks stand out in my heart and mind. You guys (and girl) know who you are. I just want to say again, thank you, from the bottom of my heart, for sharing, caring and being there for and with me...

You ALL are special and I love each and every one of you dearly.

Ok, enough gushing from the SMW.....
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Halfhearted SMW rambling post... Mar 27, 2006 6:00 am
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Halfhearted? Why's that you might ask? Well, after reading through some of the blogs this morning, I'm saddened. Saddened on one hand and deeply moved on the other.

I had originally planned to post another cheerful, light Skanky Man Whore post. Kind of a tribute to a good friend and favorite partner. I'm not so sure that this is the right time. Who knows, may it is PRECISELY times like this that we need a little lighthearted reading/posting??

On one hand we have the loss of Tommy. Now, I never really interacted with him that much. But what I do know is that he touched a number of people on this site very deeply. Those few guys here are hurting, badly.

Cali209 summs it up here Goodbye to a friend

Jobro and others open their hearts here [post 16411]

and itsup4you, who was closest to Tommy is here [post 16401]

My heart goes out to all who knew Tommy and loved or cared for him, those who are so saddened now by his loss.. The depth of feelings and emotions that you guys have for others on this site leaves me breathless. My deepest condolences and love to you all.

Now I see another Tommy [post 16405] is fed up and leaving blogland. I have followed Tommy's blogs for quite sometime, he's open, honest and quite funny but underneith it all, he is someone struggling mightly with his own identity and circumstance. Sound familiar? Aren't we all pretty much in the same boat here??

You would think that we could rally around someone like this, provide a forum and a place for him to be able to voice his desires, his inner turmoil, his fears and struggles. A place where he might find some support with like minded individuals who are struggling with the same issues. But.... I guess Tommy feels that he can no longer do that. What a shame guys..

Now I'm reading yet another budbama flame [post 16418] of us married, closeted guys. Budbama and I have been on opposite sides of this since he started. I AM a married, closet queer and I am one of his intented targets but I'll tell ya, I take it with a grain of salt. It's obvious that budbama has been hurt many times by married guys so it's kind of hard to feel pissed or mad at him. I don't. He has a point of view and like I said, this place should be able to accomodate.. I know I can..

I can also reach out with love and understanding... I hope everyone else here can.
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God I love sucking cocks. (Random sex thoughts from the SMW) Mar 25, 2006 7:23 am
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What a surprise huh? LOL Yes, it's true.. The Skanky Man Whore LOVES sucking cock.

I just can't get enough.

The whole act of sucking another mans cock turns me on. Everything about it just makes me quiver with anticipation, longing and lust.

Why is that? What is it about taking another mans dick into your mouth and down your throat that is just so damn erotic?

Licking his cock from one end to the other, flicking my tongue along it's head, tracing each individual vein and ridge. Engulfing a huge, throbbing hot cock to the hilt.. Feeling the warmth, tasting that musky, salty slightly sweet flavor just drives me wild.

I LOVE the entire act. Unzipping a new lovers pants, slowly very slowly. Unbuttoning/hooking his belt and pants. Reaching in and finding his limp, flaccid cock. The surprise of pulling it out and seeing it. Is it cut, uncut? Big and thick or small and thin? Does he shave or is he covered in hair? Does he have big balls or little shy ones?

I can't get enough. No how, no way. I'm a confirmed cocksucker and will be for the rest of my life...

I can also be a huge tease when I want to be. Sorry guys but I do like to have fun after all and teasing is just one of MANY ways and means to that end...

For me, there's NOTHING like the feeling of taking a mans soft, limp dick into my mouth, feeling it start to grow. Some are quick, some take a bit to get 'up' but eventually almost all reach that stage that I think we're ALL familiar with, what I call the Velvet Steel stage.

Rock hard now, throbbing and quivering with constrained sexual tension and blood.

Cocks have a mind of their own don't they? We might like to think that we're in control of them but in reality, it's the other way around.

I enjoy feeling and watching my lovers various responses to my oral manipulations. Not just from his cock, but his entire body. His breathing quickens, his thighs tighten and release in rhythm to my stroking his cock both with my mouth and my hand.

Speaking of which, I also REALLY love the feeling of a rock hard cock in my hand. Blow jobs are great but a very close second is giving a good hand job..

The combination of the two is a VERY potent technique isn't it? Especially with long cocks. I love wrapping my hand around a nice long cock, pumping the shaft while my mouth and tongue work over the head at the same time.

Shit, I've got a major hard on just writing this. My mind is a blur with images of cocks, real and imaginary.

Feeling a guys cock start to pump and throb with an orgasm is incredible. His entire body responds in ways that are both the same among all of us but yet quite different and unique.

No two guys cum in the same way. Some are VERY vocal, some are quiet. Some guys close their eyes and get a very interesting look on their faces, others seem to be kind of in a 'zone'.

Some guys buck and thrust, others just kind of lay there. Shoot, the same guy can be different every time can't he? I know I am.

Sometimes, I have very powerful and intense orgasms, pumping what seems like gallons of cum all over the place, other times I have much milder but deeper orgasms. Almost silent. Very private with very little cum.

Is this something that we all share??

I have one partner who I just LOVE to watch when he's cuming. The expression on his face is just SOO intense and cool. He IS a bit hard to get off, you REALLY got to work him but when he does, he has just the most intense but totally private and quiet orgasm you ever saw. Amazing.

I have another partner who is capable of producing incredible amounts of cum. We're not talking just a couple of big squirts here guys, we're talking a firehose of cum spraying what seems like gallons and gallons of thick, creamy cum in all directions. Totally silent. Not a peep. Also amazing.

Typically, when I cum and it's a big one, my entire body tenses. There's a HUGE release that seems to start in my toes and then quickly works it's way up my legs, my ass to my stomach. My abs contract, I thrust and pump and will DEFINITELY make some of the most primal sounds you've ever heard. Especially if I'm in a guys ass at the time. It's almost uncontrollable. I'll pump and pump and grunt and scream and experience a total release and draining.

I've been known to keep going long after I've cum, especially if the guy has a real nice tight ass and/or I've been properly 'motivated'.. I love that. Some of my t-girl friends have this effect on me for sure.

Do you like playing with a spent cock as much as I do? Freshly covered in cum, slowly but surely the blood drains and it goes back to being soft and wrinkly... So harmless and cute.. I can play for hours with 'em like that but unfortunately, most guys, myself included, get VERY sensitive after they cum.

Some guys I've been with will just go ape-shit if you touch their cocks after they cum. It tickles, doesn't it? LOL

Don't get me wrong here, I LOVE virtually every part of a mans body.. From the top of his head to the tip of his toes and everything in between but man, the COCK is the thing. It's the focus. It's the fantasy isn't it?

I spent 40+ years wondering and longing to find out if my fantasies and curiosity about cocks was warranted.

After spending the better part of a year and half sucking and playing with every cock available I can safely say, without ANY hesitation, the answer is YES. Beyond my wildest dreams,YES.

I will be a cocksucker for whatever time I have left on this planet. No way to turn back now and even if there was, I would NOT want to.

Slurp slurp
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Players. Mar 24, 2006 8:39 pm
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Well tonight marks a milestone or two. One: its my first drunk post. Two: I'm actually pissed off.

Now,it's interesting, it takes a SHIT load to piss me off. Normally that is.

But really, there's NOTHING that pisses me off more than players.

You all know the type.

They're the ones that talk/email/chat great but when it's time to really meet, f'getaboutit.

I don't have TIME to mess with these guys.

Sorry.

It hasn't happened very often to the ol Tazzerman but when it does, it REALLLLLLY makes me want to flame, shout, pour gasoline on someone etc.

Ya all know that the ol tazzerman is ALL about sex right? I mean, sheesh..... I can't even begin to count the number of guys etc that I've been with. Guys I've tried to leave happy and with a shit ass'in grin on their faces.

99.99% of the time, that's what happens.

It's that .01% that realllllly sticks in my craw.

How fucking hard is this guys? Email me, call me, chat with me. I'm here and willing to do/go just about anywhere... Just PLEASE, be honest with the ol Tazzerman.

If ya want it, fine. I'm there for ya. If not, then don't string me along. I ain't got enough hours left on this planet to be chasing BS.

Seriously .....

I'm the most loving, open, sexually honest person ya ever wanted to meet. Ya want me to suck your cock? FINE... Whip it out and let's get on with it. Don't play fucking games with me ok?

I think ALLLL of my partners will tell ya that I'm the most loyal, honest and upfront guy around. Why in the WORLD would someone want to play me for a fool??

I'm not and never will be.

I'll give ya the benefit of the doubt.. I'll even give ya two or three benefits. But after that......... FUCK YOU!

'nuff said...
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Daylight Savings Time.... It's a Communist Plot I tell ya! Mar 24, 2006 6:46 am
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We hillbillies here in Indiana have always been seen as kind of 'backward', especially in regards to adopting Daylight Savings Time.

Well, the Indiana State Bubbas.... er Legislator has 'fixed' all that. They passed the daylight savings bill last session so MOST of Indiana will change the clocks along with the majority of the country this year.

According to the bills proponents, doing so will save the states economy, force the rest of the country to realize that Indiana is truly a progressive state, end hunger, end global warming, disease and poverty, not to mention a myriad of other positive things.

Well, I don't think soooo.....

Indiana, by rights should REALLY be located in the central time zone, instead of the eastern one.
Then daylight savings time would make perfect sense. In fact, there are number of Ind. counties that have petitioned the Fed to do just that. Some were allowed, mostly up by Chicago and down around Evansville, most were not.

Instead of unifying the state under one time zone, which was one of the MANY reasons given to adopt DST Ind is still left with counties in multiple different time zones.

Confused yet?

Well, it get's better. You see, Ind is located so far west in the eastern time zone, we already have the advantage of approx 1/2+ daylight in the evening versus New York city. Check it out. It's true.

Now that we have daylight savings, the sun will NOT set here in Indy on June 21st until 9:36 at night. Legal twilight, the time that it actually get's dark, will not occur until after 10:00pm.

Sheesh.

Not to mention the fact that the sun won't come up in the morning until God knows when.

Now, I'm a morning person. I love to get up and go for a walk or jog in the early morning. Well, I did up until this year. Now it's going to still be dark and folks, I AIN'T walking around these streets in the dark. Uh uh. I value my life thank you very much.

To take this discussion down a notch techie wise, here's an easy test.

Take a stick, put it in the ground on a nice sunny day around here and then look at where it's shadow is at 12:00 noon. It's NOT pointing due north folks. That does NOT happen until 1:00pm.

See? We ALREADY enjoy DST!!!

Now, thanks to the bubbas in the statehouse, we're going to have DOUBLE DST.

Thanks guys..... Who loves ya?

/rant off
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It looks like OP changed the blog 'rules' again. Mar 24, 2006 5:43 am
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Yep, they have. The most popular blog list now excludes comments made in polls I believe. At least that's what they're saying over on Adult FriendFinder.

So no more lazy man ways, have to actually WRITE some stuff now

luv ya guys -tm
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Are we ALL in love with our own dicks? Mar 23, 2006 1:34 pm
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I do like my dick. It's never let me down, it's always ready and willing, I certainly haven't had any complaints from my partners, they all seem to like it. It sure feels right and 'fit's me to a tee.

So, are we ALL in love with our dicks>
Yep, love mine and wouldn't change a thing
Kind of like it. It's ok but I'd change some things if I could
Nope, cut the fucking thing off
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Just to put a smile on your face....... Mar 23, 2006 6:44 am
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Okay...I saw this on the web and thought it was really cute...hope you guys like it too.

A new employee is hired at the Tickle Me Elmo factory. The personnel manager explains her duties and tells her to report to work promptly at 80 AM.
The next day at 8:45 AM, there's a knock at the personnel manager's door. The assembly line foreman comes in and starts ranting about this new employee. He says she's incredibly slow, and the whole line is backing up.
The foreman takes the personnel manager down to the factory floor to show him the problem. Sure enough, Elmos are backed up all over the place.
At the end of the line is the new employee. She has a roll of the material used for the Elmos and a big bag of marbles. They both watch as she cuts a little piece of fabric, wraps it around two marbles and starts sewing the little package between Elmo's legs.
The personnel manager starts laughing hysterically. After several minutes, he pulls himself together, walks over to the woman, and says, "I'm sorry, I guess you misunderstood me yesterday. Your job is to give Elmo two test tickles.....
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Music anyone? Mar 22, 2006 6:25 am
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Not sure WHY this post was denied. Let's try it again, especially since there's on JUST like it on Adult FriendFinder..)

I was cleaning out my attic recently and came across a box that contained ALL of my old ticket stubs from various concerts/bands I've seen over 30+ years.

The list was amazing. (At least I though so)

The vary first concernt I ever attended was the Moody Blues in Miami circa 1970... WOW!

Included in that stack (In no particular order)

Moody Blues
The Who
David Bowie (3 times)
Guess Who
Spirit
Alice Cooper
Edgar Winter
Johnny Winter
Little Feet
Lynard Skynard
Allman Brothers (twice)
Yes (3 times)
Grateful Dead (twice)
Marc Cohn
Al Jarreau
Cheap Trick
AC/DC
CCR
Doobie Brothers
Eurythmics
Fleetwood Mac (twice)
Genesis
Jethro Tull
REO Speedwagon
R.E.M
Steppenwolf
ZZ Top
Wings
James Brown
Talking Heads (twice)
John 'Cougar' Mellencamp (3 times)
Elton John (twice)
The Police
Sting
Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers (twice)
SuperTramp
Ted Nugent
Rolling Stones (twice)
Bruce Springsteen
U2
Led Zeppelin
Pink Floyd (twice)
Black Sabbath
Eagles
Kansas
The Band
Nirvana
John Mclaughlin


Keep in mind, this is JUST a partial list. I didn't keep all the ticket stubs and really, I stopped sometime during the late 80's.

Out of all of these groups, I'd have to say that both David Bowie (Ziggy Stardust) and The Who topped my list as best concerts. I'm also VERY thankful that I DIDN'T see The Who in Cincy when those folks were killed. I had tickets and was going to go but I got sick and sold my tics. I would have been right in the middle of it for sure.

btw, My wife saw both the Beatles and Jimi Hendrix when they were here in Indy. The opening band for Jimi was, believe it or not, The Monkeys! Amazing huh?

How about you? Seen any killer concerts?
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I LOVE those 'Business Man' specials.... Mar 21, 2006 7:21 am
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Yep, no doubt about it. The Skanky Man-Whore just loves what I call the Business Man special.

These are guys, who come into town on business and are hornier than hell.

One of the things I like about them the most is that they come equipped with their own hotel rooms. Sweet!

Normally, they stay in the nicer hotels also and some, my faves, even have nice fat expense accounts and allow the SMW to indulge his wanton taste for single malt. Wooooooo, don't get no better than that my friends.

The other nice thing is that they're normally VERY nice guys. Family men, professionals, interesting. Away from home and lonely..

Ya know, I should start charging for my services. Then I'd REALLY be the Skanky Man-WHORE huh? LOL

I have one of these guys scheduled up for the week of April 4th sometime. I can't wait. Loads of fun and low cost also.. THe SMW DOES have to keep an eye on the bottom line afterall right?

LOL!

Anyway, I've had more fun with these business man specials than I should be allowed, that's for sure.

For a detailed account of one of my favorite Business Man Specials check here: So many men, so little time (continued)
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