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Hi. In my twenties, I had self worth issues and couldn't bring myself to talk with women. I am and always have been attracted to women. But, I got into watching porn. Straight porn.. And found myself extremely, indescribably aroused by the energy hot women exhibited in oral sex videos where women gave men oral sex. I became so aroused, that I began fantasizing about sucking dick myself. In fact, it became all I thought about when I madterbated. I thought I really really wanted to expirience exactly what the women I watched in orsl sex videos.I even began going to department stores and lingerie shops and buying outfits for me to wear at home. I'd dress up and fantasize about sucking a man off. And I'd explode in an incredibly powerful orgasm. Several months later, I found myself in an adult arcade, and had absolutely no idea what went on in those places. But, as soon as I entered, men began to follow me around. Unfortunately, most of them wanted to go down on me and I just wasn't into that. I was really just looking to watch the variety of oral sex videos available there. It wasn't long after that, a man approached me and he was looking for what I was. He took me into a booth and we put money in the slot, then sat down and he pulled his dick out and asked me if I wanted to suck it? I was really nervous but, I got tingles in my body and asked him " are you sure it's ok if I suck it?" He said " yeah, go ahead". Next thing I know, I finally found myself doing exactly what the hot women I'd been watching for so long. It was very exciting. It was everything I thought it would be and much more. I liked it so much, that he frequently would have me pause and say " I don't want to cum yet". He said " you're really good at this" I said, thank you ". Thank you for letting me suck your dick". Your welcome. He said. I sucked him for nearly 45 minutes. By the end of it, I didn't want to stop. I was so turned on! He said " I'm going to cum". Do you want me to cum in your mouth "? I said" do you want to cum in my mouth? He said "yeah" I said " ok" it was the first time. And when I felt the first shot hit my mouth and throat, I immediately tasted it. He came and came and came. I actually tried to pull my mouth off of it, because, even though I was really turned on, I wasn't used to it. But, he held my head down until he was completely finished emptying in my mouth and throat. That kind of only made me feel even hotter and more turned on. Long story short, I ended up sucking his dick regularly for over a year. The more I did it, the more I felt like I was being - had been feminized.. But, things changed and we parted ways. It wasn't the same after he moved. I liked my role . I liked pleasing him. I didn't really feel like looking for a new man to do this with.
So, I remained without a partner for the next two years. During those two years, I realized that I still like women and I need to work on my masculinity and try to talk with them. But, later in my life, I met a very articulate, attractive, well spoken, young woman,who approached me after hearing me play s ZAKK WYLDE tribute on guitar. Normally, I don't go out with women who approach me at one of my shows. But, she was different. She, after 3 weeks of dating, talked me into letting her use a strap on on me. And it was amazing!
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