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As I approach my seventh year I sometimes envy those who are younger.There are also times I wish I lived two or trhee hundred years ago.I grew up competing in various sports,in pickup games I was neither the first or the last chosen.So the last thing I ever wanted to be was "diferent".My feelings were supressed.I would rather be friends with the guys I worked and compeded than show those feelings,and even compeding near fifty no on ever said ay thing even though I was unmarried with no kids. I have to believe some knew but as long as I didn't act I was cool.Eventhough I suspected some could have been "the one".I'm not saying I was a monk but i was careful around my friends.So I live alone and as time went on I realized it became more difficult to let anyone in.Oppertunities where there but I let them slip away.My advise don't let that happen.I do have to say that I'm happy and content,but as I reflect their were guys that may have been interested.That is why I envy guys of the younger generation there not afraid.When I hotlist guys I see an attitude or confidence in being who they are and are drawen to guys that remind me of myself execept with many fewer inhibitions.Ah what could have been.Most I hotlist are broadcasting,but because I'm an avid sports fan I look for a majac word like "hockey".So as the winter approaches and cabin fever gets closer I check my hotlist to see if guys are broadcasting or have added to their blogs.I was happy to see that one young man my hockey guy found "the one".THat is my wish for all of you.I hope you will not be turned off by my interest sometimes I am a dirty old man but most of the time I enjoy the shows you put on knowing that the chance of ever meeting any of you are slim but mostly none.I do have to say what some of you call average makes me think your too modest.
My Ideal Person:
i would like to meet some one who likes to make love and enjoys being close and isnt concerned about just geting off.
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