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Who am I? Someone asked me that once. I looked up at them with big brown eyes and said Im the dried flower people put on their walls because its pretty. Yet, they always prefer the newest flower that is still blooming. I am someone who means what he thinks and says the opposite. Yet, Im learning that the best thing to do is say what you mean, because sometimes its the adult thing to do. I often run and hide when I should stay and fight. My only excuse for this is nothing. I have no excuse. I am a coward and for that I must get stronger. I am the one who usually hides in the shadows at a dance. The person you see sitting by themselves at the lunch table. I am me and thats all I can ever be. What is your gender? Another person asked me. I replied with Gender does not concern me. Its the last thought on my mind and the first to forget. I prefer to get thought of as myself. As me; Kallie or Kaine, whichever you prefer. I am both male and female. Not physically but I think you understand my drift. What gender is your favorite? I love everyone. Shape, size, nose, ears, or gender. I could care less what you have hanging between your legs. Thats not what interests me. I am not shallow enough to think they have to be one certain gender or a certain type of person. If I like you, I like you. You can be something totally different than anyone Ive ever known and I will love you with all my heart. If youre not a dick. You can be my friend or my lover.
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